y r YOU raining yesterday?

I did drive 2 p.mas yesterday, bt thn jz until half of d way.. coz it's raining! aiks.. siitt.. n d sad thing is that i dare not 2 drive in d rain.. coz of my bad eye sight.. i cant c vr clear during raining, n that makes me feel more panic.. i jz cant sure whether there's car or not in front of me.. izzit vr over? yaya.. i did exaggerate a bit la k.. hehe.. bt sth 2 make me happy, is that my dad praise me my driving skill improve a bit d.. wow! haha. thn i keep asking hin whn can i drive alone n bring my frds out. he jz kept silence.. n told me: ku loi.. (still long) aiks.. i knw la.. actually i dun discover that i hv any improvement.. ya mayb bcoz i not that scared of d cars d.. i can easily overcut 2 their lanes!! finally.. haha..

2day i received et ying's cal, ask me 2 check d petronas schship, whether i get it or nt.. i was so scared that time.. my heart keep beating fast! b4 enter d kata laluan, i took in deep deep breath, jz 2 calm me down.. bt thn d result is too make me feel so down.. i dun get it.. aiks.. my hope bubbles off.. that 1 is i hope d most i can get it.. bt d fact tels me that i fail.. that time i got a lot of question marks inside my mind.. i jz wonder that y my results can b go 2 waste.. it not supposed 2 b like this.. this world is not fair.. bt thn later, after calm down.. i jz realized that d things r like that, everythings is jz out of our controls.. u could hardly get wat u 1.. instead, d things that u not really 1 wil automatically appear n let u choose.. d most decisive thing is our LUCK! it's too important.. wherever u go, or watever u do, u need it d most! this is d fact! that every1 should accept it! n finally i did.. i accept it.. n no more complaints.. or even some.. jz dun show it.. as a comfort 2 myself..

oh yea.. laz thurs nite i went 2 airport in d 12 of d midnite.. haha.. wat 4? shuang! haha.. my dad jz came back from plying badminton.. n my mum n i were 2 bored jz stay at home 4 d whole day.. so v ask him 2 bring us out.. makan angin.. haha.. bt thn whn v reach there, d main door was closed.. aiks.. cant get in.. thn v jz turned back n return home.. bt nvm.. i not really 1 2 go down even if d doors r opened.. hehe.. coz i jz 1 2 sit in d cars n enjoy looking at d PLEASANT view.. haha..