Nw i am! aiks... i dun like this kind of life! doing nth! loitering around... is this a man? NO!!!
I suddenly think of d study things... abt where 2 go thn... more i hate myself... coz until nw i still duno wat i want. wat i'm actually waiting 4? i duno... every1 keep asking me where i'm going 2 after this? wat course i'm going 2 take? any scholarship i get since my result is quite gud.. i duno... i dun hv those answers in my mind! or mayb yes, is jz that i dun 1 2 thk abt it! whn i heard of those ques, i'll stop myself 2 thk of it. y?? this is not me!! i wont b like this!! bt thn d fact shows that i am!! i am timid!! WONG YIE WAN IS A COWARD!!! i dare not 2 imagine abt my future! i dare not 2 make a decision! i dare not 2 confirm which path i supposed 2 take after this! i'm not that brave that every1 else used 2 thk! i'm not!
aiks.. y suddenly i bcome like this? mayb bcoz of this sucks music that i'm listening... feel so sad... i cant c d way in front of me... not even 1...
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ya..what u mention about yourself in this blog..really not like usual de yie wan...hmm..i think..u should face all this problems d...coz as u said before time left is not much d...just start to make decision d..k?first of all..u should think whether u really want to go college?the money have to spend in a different life style at k.l...izzit ur family afford?just think of this first bah..if really can,then just make decision to go which college...c u want which course is most important bah...then just start to choose college...hope my advice useful for u bah...all the best for u ya^^good luck~~be back the tough and din scared of anything de yie wan!!!!!gambateh!!!!i will support u^^
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