my stomach...

2day i woke up quite early.. 11am.. coz my stomach vr pain.. cant stand it n direct rush 2 d toilet.. aiks.. until nw.. it doesn't beter.. or even worsen.. haihz.. my lunch.. seems like mz give up u 2day.. bt quite hungry nw..

My mum told me that there's a teacher calls me in d morning.. miss lim or lee she's not sure.. ask me 2 go 2 d scl 4 a meeting.. n mz bring along some documents.. n d terrible thing is that she 4got wat's that doc apart frm d results.. aiks.. my mum.. like me.. always eZ 2 4got things.. bad memory.. i asked some of my frds.. they sd no teacher calling them.. n some sd mayb is asking me 2 go 4 d majlis penyampaian hadiah.. aiks.. paise gongz.. every1 is looking at u n sure gossiping n complaining ur attire, hair look n everything whn u r walking up 2 d stage.. this is 4 sure coz i did it laz few years whn ex-students back 2 d scl 2 receive d money.. keep gossiping them.. i knw i was wrong nw.. aiks.. bt i wont let it happens on me! haha.. i'm sure that would b d longest distance i had ever walk in this life.. haha.. so.. NO WAY!!! i wont do d paise things again n nvr let it happens in d scl again.. as i had aldy done it once.. n that i'll nvr 4get it!! or perhaps not only once.. erm.. 4 times overall n everytime is in d same venue--d stadium! aiks.. so, i promised myself tht i wont let it 2 hapen again! haha.. so.. meeting? mayb i'll go 4 it.. bt thn majlis penyampaian? NO WAY!!! haha.. actually i oso not yet sure whether it's d meeting abt d majlis penyampaian or nt.. they jz guess only.. wat if nt? thn i'll b vr paise d coz mention so much in my blog here.. haha..

y r YOU raining yesterday?

I did drive 2 p.mas yesterday, bt thn jz until half of d way.. coz it's raining! aiks.. siitt.. n d sad thing is that i dare not 2 drive in d rain.. coz of my bad eye sight.. i cant c vr clear during raining, n that makes me feel more panic.. i jz cant sure whether there's car or not in front of me.. izzit vr over? yaya.. i did exaggerate a bit la k.. hehe.. bt sth 2 make me happy, is that my dad praise me my driving skill improve a bit d.. wow! haha. thn i keep asking hin whn can i drive alone n bring my frds out. he jz kept silence.. n told me: ku loi.. (still long) aiks.. i knw la.. actually i dun discover that i hv any improvement.. ya mayb bcoz i not that scared of d cars d.. i can easily overcut 2 their lanes!! finally.. haha..

2day i received et ying's cal, ask me 2 check d petronas schship, whether i get it or nt.. i was so scared that time.. my heart keep beating fast! b4 enter d kata laluan, i took in deep deep breath, jz 2 calm me down.. bt thn d result is too make me feel so down.. i dun get it.. aiks.. my hope bubbles off.. that 1 is i hope d most i can get it.. bt d fact tels me that i fail.. that time i got a lot of question marks inside my mind.. i jz wonder that y my results can b go 2 waste.. it not supposed 2 b like this.. this world is not fair.. bt thn later, after calm down.. i jz realized that d things r like that, everythings is jz out of our controls.. u could hardly get wat u 1.. instead, d things that u not really 1 wil automatically appear n let u choose.. d most decisive thing is our LUCK! it's too important.. wherever u go, or watever u do, u need it d most! this is d fact! that every1 should accept it! n finally i did.. i accept it.. n no more complaints.. or even some.. jz dun show it.. as a comfort 2 myself..

oh yea.. laz thurs nite i went 2 airport in d 12 of d midnite.. haha.. wat 4? shuang! haha.. my dad jz came back from plying badminton.. n my mum n i were 2 bored jz stay at home 4 d whole day.. so v ask him 2 bring us out.. makan angin.. haha.. bt thn whn v reach there, d main door was closed.. aiks.. cant get in.. thn v jz turned back n return home.. bt nvm.. i not really 1 2 go down even if d doors r opened.. hehe.. coz i jz 1 2 sit in d cars n enjoy looking at d PLEASANT view.. haha..

Phobia..

Gud luck 2 me thn!!! coz later i hv 2 drive 2 bring my parents 2 p.mas.. haha.. cool man.. even that is normal 4 me.. bt thn too long i dun drive since i worked for that 9 days.. big road is ok 4 me.. bt i really scared whn i reach d town.. there r so many cars!! n i scared cars!!! i gt phobia i knw.. 2 cars?? aiks.. feel so sicks wif this.. haihz.. this is bcoz got 1 time whn i'm driving, there was a car in front of me, it suddenly stops n i dare not 2 overcut it n cut into d right lane which was many cars n they drive quite faz that time.. so i jz brake my car n stuck at there.. thn another SHIT car drove so faz behind of me n brake his car suddenly.. he was vr furious n hon me vr loudly! i get a great shock that time! @#$%#@*$%%# n suddenly turn into blank.. after that i directly exchanged d place wif my dad.. OMG!!! it feels so bad.. aiks..

2day i jz hope that everything jz goes smoothly... n no such SHIT cars anymore on d road! this is called ROAD POLLUTION! never hear? nvm.. u knw it nw.. haha.. 1 more thing got 2 tel u guys! my fastest speed on d road is 80km/j!!! haha.. izzit cool? haha.. bt 2day i'm going 2 break my record! if possible.. coz my dad laz time he scolded me that not yet knw hw 2 drive, bt thn 1 2 race on d road d.. haha.. if no cars k.. u tot i'm so brave? ur daughter vr timid 1.. haha..

CRAB!!! CRAB!!! CRAB!!!

2day my mum bought crabsss 4 me!!!! haha... so happy o!!! u guys knw wat? only crab wat.. normal things.. wat 2 happy? haha.. u r wrong!!! haha.. crabs r my favourite food overall!!! i love it too much!!! haha.. bt thn, sad 2 say that, my mum does not 1 2 buy 4 me.. knw wat? coz she dun 1 2 杀生！aiks.. feel so sick wif her.. bt thn 2day she buy it 4 me le! haha.. coz she say that i too long dun eat.. pity me.. hehe.. bt is my dad did all le.. haha.. he cleaned it n ermm.. kill them.. aiks.. not that v r cruel la k.. bt others wil oso eat them wat.. even u go 2 restaurants, theyll oso kill them.. only that they dun show it 2 u.. normal thing k.. like this i comfort myself.. haha..

erm.. 2day is another boring day!!! aiks.. hw long i mz live 4 this kind of life? ya i need rest.. bt not d whole day k!!! aiks.. frds.. i knw i was wrong laz time keep on complaining during d scl time.. i should b glad that i'm bZ actually that time.. haihz.. ximending hotels

2day lian pass her driving test eh! haha.. bt thn she cheated me that she fail it.. i dun believe her at d beginning. bt thn she say it vr seriously.. i jz thk that mayb hv wat accident or her luck is not that gud 2day.. coz i knw if normaly wif her skill, sure she can did it vr well 1! finally she jz tels me she cheats me! heh! tan lii lian! i knw it! ur 心理测验 not accurate 1 le.. c.. u r cheating.. 4 fun? every1 cheats is 4 fun wat.. haha.. u r not that honest as i tot le. so bad.. haha... anyway.. u owe me a meal.. :p

COOKING FUN!!!

2day i woke up at 11am. earliear thn yestday a bit.. hehe.. 2day i help my mum 2 cook.. my sis off 2day, she suddenly 1 2 eat porridge, so v jz obey her, since she's so pity whn working, mz eat at outside, i knw that feeling! it feels so bad! eat until duno wat 2 eat.. siitt.. so i help my mum 2 fry egg n vege..

2mr my sis going 2 taiwan! it's fun! i oso 1 2 follow her.. bt thn laz time i tot i mz go 2 ns, so jz cancel it.. aiks... if i knw i no nd 2 go 2 ns, thn i can go oso le! haihz... it's my fate! feel so sad.. they sd if i study hard thn next time i oso can go by my own.. bt who knws... nw i jz feel like such that NO INSURANCE abt my future.. aiks...ximending hotel

STOP IT!!! cant talk abt d sad things anymore!!! okok!! erm.. bt thn nth else 2 talk.. k la.. stop writting loo...

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USELESS PARASITE!!!!

Nw i am! aiks... i dun like this kind of life! doing nth! loitering around... is this a man? NO!!!

I suddenly think of d study things... abt where 2 go thn... more i hate myself... coz until nw i still duno wat i want. wat i'm actually waiting 4? i duno... every1 keep asking me where i'm going 2 after this? wat course i'm going 2 take? any scholarship i get since my result is quite gud.. i duno... i dun hv those answers in my mind! or mayb yes, is jz that i dun 1 2 thk abt it! whn i heard of those ques, i'll stop myself 2 thk of it. y?? this is not me!! i wont b like this!! bt thn d fact shows that i am!! i am timid!! WONG YIE WAN IS A COWARD!!! i dare not 2 imagine abt my future! i dare not 2 make a decision! i dare not 2 confirm which path i supposed 2 take after this! i'm not that brave that every1 else used 2 thk! i'm not!

aiks.. y suddenly i bcome like this? mayb bcoz of this sucks music that i'm listening... feel so sad... i cant c d way in front of me... not even 1...

FEEL FREE!!! bt a bit boring....

D promotion is over.. finally... i tot i'll b vr happy n feel relieve.. bt thn d feeling jz like b deducted half of it.. haha.. i oso duno y... i jz knw i dun like 2 b a pig.. i tot i enjoyed it b4 i start working.. can wake up vr late in d MORNING (my morning start from 2pm b4 this), n on9 chatting wif frds.. thn watching tv shows.. that is fun 2 live a PIG life!!! i jz discovered that i'm actually not. i prefer 2 b a human, an ordinary human. haha... i'm NORMAL!!!

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No more tis words.. haha.. i damn miss my mc flurry le... like addicted wif it d.. haha.. bt every meal can eat my mum's cooking is d most sweet thing in d world!!! McDonald oso mz stand aside!! wahaha...

i gt take d picture le.. like shit!!! haha.. i thk this wil b d most spacial things whn i'm 18. haha.. n i'm sure, i wont do it 4 d 2nd time!! frd.. u guys 1 2 c d picture? NO WAY!!! haha.. i'll hide it somewhere no 1 can find it... haha... diary of ximen

Oh yea!! yestday v met d A MA in d I'M NOT STUPID eh!! n i gt take a photo wif her 2.. haha.. she's so cute la... pade MAC!!! b scolded by A MA!!! u really my idol la A MA!!! help me 2 bom that jin yan MAC!!! haha.. thx yea... :) so be tahan wif his face!!! tot he's lenglui hio... so proud.. haha...

Overall, i vr enjoy 2 work 4 this 9 days!! n quite pity my sis... bt nvm... like wat pauline sd, GOD wil gv her star!! if 5 stars is ful, i 1 she gets 4 n a half!! thn another half left 4 me!!! haha... :p