我常常会突然间觉得自己很幸福。
这是好事。
这种感觉应该是在离开了家，正在读matrix时候开始有的。因为那时候才发现原来自己一路来是那么幸福的，只是一直都不知道。
珍惜，往往都是在没有正在拥有的当儿，感觉才是最强烈的；而知足，则是每每人类极为缺少的。
我觉得以前我把很多事情看得太理所当然了。理所当然别人应该对你好；理所当然家人应该包容你；理所当然朋友应该体谅你。可是，这些你觉得理所当然的东西，别人未必拥有的。
当事情不如你所愿，在埋怨的同时，你有想过你有什么资格埋怨吗？
我没有资格埋怨，我也没有东西好埋怨的。因为现在的我很幸福。我有爱我的家人，我有爱我的朋友，我还缺什么呢？这些就是我的财富了！
很喜欢在纪念册加上这句：祝 永远幸福 =）
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
心的故事
ok.我发现我的华文变差了。
虽然我的英文也没有变好。
真伤心。
我最近很爱和朋友说这个故事（雪妮告诉我的）：
从前有一个木匠师傅， 收了一个小徒弟，和小徒弟相依为命，把毕生的绝活都教会他了。可是，小徒弟翅膀长硬后，就抛下了师傅，到别处自立门户了。师傅很伤心，可是却阻挡不下小徒弟。
日子一天天过去了。有一天，小徒弟在别人口中听说是师傅造了一个会讲话，会走路的木偶仔。小徒弟就不甘示弱地，日夜不休，马不停蹄地赶工，想说造一个比师傅厉害的,。可是事与愿违，小徒弟还是没办法造出一个会讲话，会走路的木偶仔。于是，他就回去低头向师傅认错，然后问师傅，为什么他量了手，量了脚，身体也量过了，就是没办法成功。他的师傅回答他说：你还有一样没量。你-没-量-心。
朋友听到的反应通常是：huh?就酱？所以咧？
唉，真伤心。
最近听了很多关于“心”的小故事。
还有一句话：
男人的心像洋葱。
一层一层地剥开时，你会流泪。
剥开后，你会发现，他原来，没有心。
当我看到这句话时，我在想，洋葱好像真的没有心的！哈哈！
刚才我讲了一句话，很引以为傲一下：
虽然我的英文也没有变好。
真伤心。
我最近很爱和朋友说这个故事（雪妮告诉我的）：
从前有一个木匠师傅， 收了一个小徒弟，和小徒弟相依为命，把毕生的绝活都教会他了。可是，小徒弟翅膀长硬后，就抛下了师傅，到别处自立门户了。师傅很伤心，可是却阻挡不下小徒弟。
日子一天天过去了。有一天，小徒弟在别人口中听说是师傅造了一个会讲话，会走路的木偶仔。小徒弟就不甘示弱地，日夜不休，马不停蹄地赶工，想说造一个比师傅厉害的,。可是事与愿违，小徒弟还是没办法造出一个会讲话，会走路的木偶仔。于是，他就回去低头向师傅认错，然后问师傅，为什么他量了手，量了脚，身体也量过了，就是没办法成功。他的师傅回答他说：你还有一样没量。你-没-量-心。
朋友听到的反应通常是：huh?就酱？所以咧？
唉，真伤心。
最近听了很多关于“心”的小故事。
还有一句话：
男人的心像洋葱。
一层一层地剥开时，你会流泪。
剥开后，你会发现，他原来，没有心。
当我看到这句话时，我在想，洋葱好像真的没有心的！哈哈！
刚才我讲了一句话，很引以为傲一下：
I don't like to be depending, i like to be depended.
不错不错。
今天的blog秩序有点乱。不过我喜欢！=）
以前很在意别人的看法，现在比较释怀了。随便他们。只要我喜欢。
可是话是这么说，有时候还是没办法这么潇洒。
有时候别人说的东西你并不喜欢，应该要作出什么反应咧？笑而带之？还是大声抗议？我以前选择后者，毫无犹豫地。可是现在，第一种吧！算了啦。因为懒得解释。
可是有时候还是会介意，应该说，有时会感觉到厌烦。还是算了吧，因为懒得计较。
所以说，懒有什么不好？哈哈！
今天的blog秩序有点乱。不过我喜欢！=）
以前很在意别人的看法，现在比较释怀了。随便他们。只要我喜欢。
可是话是这么说，有时候还是没办法这么潇洒。
有时候别人说的东西你并不喜欢，应该要作出什么反应咧？笑而带之？还是大声抗议？我以前选择后者，毫无犹豫地。可是现在，第一种吧！算了啦。因为懒得解释。
可是有时候还是会介意，应该说，有时会感觉到厌烦。还是算了吧，因为懒得计较。
所以说，懒有什么不好？哈哈！
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
突然间
突然间想用华文写。
今天又是一点就放学了，很sienz...听起来很欠揍，可是真的sienz到爆。
这个废弃已久的部落格，今天算是有多一两行新字了。
今天心血来朝，趁突然间心情好就去洗衣晒衣。之前在厕所遇见阿雅，他很奇怪为什么我三更半夜因为突然间心情好才洗衣服，因为洗衣很累，心情差洗了很想打人。
洗完衣服，翻开analog notes，心情就变差了。突然间想写blog，于是开了电脑。梅芬突然间开门，问我晚上有没有节目，讨了论，决定去看戏，load了很久GSC的网站，突然间alarm响了，是时间去收衣服了。回来时梅芬已经出去了。可是写blog的心情都不见了。去browse了朋友的blog，想想自己也该意思意思update一下了。
我常常会有这种突然间的感觉，雪妮都听到sienz了。常常告诉他，我突然间想吃什么，突然间想做什么，突然间想去哪里，突然间想谁。雪妮到最后：“又来？” 很常是在吃饭时，突然间，我：“我想大便。” 他们：“哇！好心！又来？！”
像现在，突然间很想去唱k。
很后悔放假前那个星期的突然间想吃猪肉，结果交了钱去明天的CC Reunion Dinner，不然的话明天就可以和coursemate他们去唱k了。
后悔了。
所以，以后不要顺从突然间的感觉。像现在，刚才突然间的想写blog，结果开了三个小时多的电脑，浪费时间！
P/S:本来想写一些很感性的东西的，都怪那突然间，莫名其妙！
今天又是一点就放学了，很sienz...听起来很欠揍，可是真的sienz到爆。
这个废弃已久的部落格，今天算是有多一两行新字了。
今天心血来朝，趁突然间心情好就去洗衣晒衣。之前在厕所遇见阿雅，他很奇怪为什么我三更半夜因为突然间心情好才洗衣服，因为洗衣很累，心情差洗了很想打人。
洗完衣服，翻开analog notes，心情就变差了。突然间想写blog，于是开了电脑。梅芬突然间开门，问我晚上有没有节目，讨了论，决定去看戏，load了很久GSC的网站，突然间alarm响了，是时间去收衣服了。回来时梅芬已经出去了。可是写blog的心情都不见了。去browse了朋友的blog，想想自己也该意思意思update一下了。
我常常会有这种突然间的感觉，雪妮都听到sienz了。常常告诉他，我突然间想吃什么，突然间想做什么，突然间想去哪里，突然间想谁。雪妮到最后：“又来？” 很常是在吃饭时，突然间，我：“我想大便。” 他们：“哇！好心！又来？！”
像现在，突然间很想去唱k。
很后悔放假前那个星期的突然间想吃猪肉，结果交了钱去明天的CC Reunion Dinner，不然的话明天就可以和coursemate他们去唱k了。
后悔了。
所以，以后不要顺从突然间的感觉。像现在，刚才突然间的想写blog，结果开了三个小时多的电脑，浪费时间！
P/S:本来想写一些很感性的东西的，都怪那突然间，莫名其妙！
Friday, January 15, 2010
丑得漂亮
I saw this post in my friend's blog.
RULES:
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
阴天假期 （gonna pour)
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
威尼斯的泪 (唯美，浪漫）
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Jump around (too bored)
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Stars Are Blind (that's why don't try to throw wishes towards them)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
淘汰 (cruel yet true)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
诗人 (enigmatic)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Track11 (i forgotten the song's name)
WHAT IS 2+2?
电灯泡 (4 ohm)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
空秋千 (keep swinging)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
可疑密友 (wow)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
被风吹过的夏天 (it's just that short)
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
撑腰 (黑社会大佬)
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
心中的日月 (respected)
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
二缺一 （甘晤吉利?)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
头条新闻 (too much)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
童话 (dreaming)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
戒不掉 (LuckAddict)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
改嫁 (touch-wood)
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
对不起 我爱你 (sorry i love you)
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Hate That I Love You (another english name for the song above?)
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
不想懂得 (know less worry less)
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
London Bridge (is falling down)
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
雨天 (i must beware of rainy days)
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
小小 (very small probability?)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I'm Yours (absolutely they are mine)
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
时光机 (means currently no)
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
爱笑的眼睛 (it is scary sometimes)
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Kiss Goodbye (nothing to change)
WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
藉口 (补飞)
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
丑得漂亮 (what the...)
RULES:
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
阴天假期 （gonna pour)
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
威尼斯的泪 (唯美，浪漫）
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Jump around (too bored)
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Stars Are Blind (that's why don't try to throw wishes towards them)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
淘汰 (cruel yet true)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
诗人 (enigmatic)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Track11 (i forgotten the song's name)
WHAT IS 2+2?
电灯泡 (4 ohm)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
空秋千 (keep swinging)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
可疑密友 (wow)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
被风吹过的夏天 (it's just that short)
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
撑腰 (黑社会大佬)
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
心中的日月 (respected)
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
二缺一 （甘晤吉利?)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
头条新闻 (too much)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
童话 (dreaming)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
戒不掉 (LuckAddict)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
改嫁 (touch-wood)
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
对不起 我爱你 (sorry i love you)
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Hate That I Love You (another english name for the song above?)
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
不想懂得 (know less worry less)
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
London Bridge (is falling down)
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
雨天 (i must beware of rainy days)
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
小小 (very small probability?)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I'm Yours (absolutely they are mine)
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
时光机 (means currently no)
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
爱笑的眼睛 (it is scary sometimes)
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Kiss Goodbye (nothing to change)
WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
藉口 (补飞)
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
丑得漂亮 (what the...)
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Aiesec International Congress
I went for the international congress of the aiesec last wednesday in the Palace of the Golden Horse. It was fun, at first. But someone had spoilt my nice evening.
This was the first time malaysia be the host of this congress of aiesec. So we are considered as very lucky because even we are only the newbies, but have such golden chance to meet with the top comittee members of aiesec which all of them are come from different countries.
The main purpose of having this congress is to let others know more about malaysia. My team was doing introduction of kl n putrajaya as well as chinese traditions in malaysia. My booth was quite hot i can say that. It is because we provided some chinese tradional food to serve them. My conclusion is, they like the mooncake the most. Some said the mooncake taste like chocolate, but the filling is red bean. So weird.
Let me explain why i mentioned that someone had spoilt my beautiful evening. There was a guy, i dont know where is he come from, and i dont have the interest to know at all. He asked me, what is mooncake. I told him it's a type of traditional food the chinese normally eat it during the mooncake festival. Adn then he asked me again what is mooncake festival. I admit that time i was really blur, and have no idea at all about the mooncake festival. I seek help from my other teamate, while he was explaining, the guy stopped him. Ha asked me how many years i stayed in malaysia. And i told him i was born here. He then raise his voice and asked me every year i eat mooncake but dont even know what is it for. Hey man, i forgot! NOT dont know k! Ya la.. i admit in this case i did something wrongly, as i didnt do enough preparation of what we are doing. Actually i did learn something from him. And after think deeply i must thank to him instead. He teached me not to do something with the hollow brain. Sincerely before going to the congress, besides doing the power point presentation and cutting pasting work, i not really read through all the information that we had found. I just went there with happy-go-lucky attitude. This should not be the way. I had learnt this lessonand hopefuly this kind of thng not goign to happen again.
Oh yea, i met Ai Yun there too! She is my ex-primary schoolmate. She older than me 1-year. And yea, we are both kelantanese of course!! You know what, the feeling is weird and super excited when you found your kampong people outside especially from kelantan. Her taylor booth is just the next of mine. And she is doing KELANTAN and terengganu! hahah... It's nice to see her there, and feel so happy because she still remember my name! She introduced me another guy who is from kelantan and peir chih as well. Her ex-classmate. But very sorry i have no impression at all who is this guy. But it is nice to meet him la.. Because we are all from KALATE!! Hohho!!! hahah..
Erm.. I met my ex-tele-senior too there. He just graduated from UM last few weeks ago. He is now working in aiesec. I was quite surprised because why he didnt work in the tele company, he answered me aiesec gives him more chances. Erm.. this answer was quite... haiz.. what so ever... And, he has graduated with 1st Honour! Gosh!!
I just took 3 pictures
Ai Yun~~
Another teamate,Han Leong.
This was the first time malaysia be the host of this congress of aiesec. So we are considered as very lucky because even we are only the newbies, but have such golden chance to meet with the top comittee members of aiesec which all of them are come from different countries.
The main purpose of having this congress is to let others know more about malaysia. My team was doing introduction of kl n putrajaya as well as chinese traditions in malaysia. My booth was quite hot i can say that. It is because we provided some chinese tradional food to serve them. My conclusion is, they like the mooncake the most. Some said the mooncake taste like chocolate, but the filling is red bean. So weird.
Let me explain why i mentioned that someone had spoilt my beautiful evening. There was a guy, i dont know where is he come from, and i dont have the interest to know at all. He asked me, what is mooncake. I told him it's a type of traditional food the chinese normally eat it during the mooncake festival. Adn then he asked me again what is mooncake festival. I admit that time i was really blur, and have no idea at all about the mooncake festival. I seek help from my other teamate, while he was explaining, the guy stopped him. Ha asked me how many years i stayed in malaysia. And i told him i was born here. He then raise his voice and asked me every year i eat mooncake but dont even know what is it for. Hey man, i forgot! NOT dont know k! Ya la.. i admit in this case i did something wrongly, as i didnt do enough preparation of what we are doing. Actually i did learn something from him. And after think deeply i must thank to him instead. He teached me not to do something with the hollow brain. Sincerely before going to the congress, besides doing the power point presentation and cutting pasting work, i not really read through all the information that we had found. I just went there with happy-go-lucky attitude. This should not be the way. I had learnt this lessonand hopefuly this kind of thng not goign to happen again.
Oh yea, i met Ai Yun there too! She is my ex-primary schoolmate. She older than me 1-year. And yea, we are both kelantanese of course!! You know what, the feeling is weird and super excited when you found your kampong people outside especially from kelantan. Her taylor booth is just the next of mine. And she is doing KELANTAN and terengganu! hahah... It's nice to see her there, and feel so happy because she still remember my name! She introduced me another guy who is from kelantan and peir chih as well. Her ex-classmate. But very sorry i have no impression at all who is this guy. But it is nice to meet him la.. Because we are all from KALATE!! Hohho!!! hahah..
Erm.. I met my ex-tele-senior too there. He just graduated from UM last few weeks ago. He is now working in aiesec. I was quite surprised because why he didnt work in the tele company, he answered me aiesec gives him more chances. Erm.. this answer was quite... haiz.. what so ever... And, he has graduated with 1st Honour! Gosh!!
I just took 3 pictures
My teamate,Aliaa and ex-tele-senior,ReneTan.
Ai Yun~~
Another teamate,Han Leong.Friday, August 14, 2009
Special For My Dear Friend- - HUI SAN
Sorry to hear the news.
I hope you will be alright soon!!!
Do not forget you still have lots of best friends beside of you and we are always willing to share ur feeling. Just speak out to us. Please.. Do not keep everything into yourself. It cannot help.
Never try to make the ones who care about you worry you.
Take care my friend..
Friday, August 7, 2009
TeLeParty + Senior-Freshie's Night + GreenBox
This week was totally an exhausting week!
TeLeParty2009
We got a TeleParty in seniours' houz. The party was fun, i have to say that. We had our performance in front of all of the seniors, sooo embarasing man! That day all of our tele juniors wore black shirt, i think i gave a bad sugestion because it was too hot there! The food is quite nice, just only that everyone of us was too hungry, took too many food at once, sincerely, i couldn't finish my food, and had to ask for my coursemates to finish them. WS was quite pity tat night, i don't know what happened, she had thrown up everything. And i guessed she really felt very bad that time, because i never see her get so angry and shout so loud at someone before this. And luckily she was all right after that. :) After the TeleParty guess what we did? We went to 2nd college yc+chui sui. And i felt that 2nd college seniors are so friendly. but the poor thing was they greeted me senior. Am i looked that old? Even when i told someone i am 4th year senior they oso believe it. Gosh!! Oh yea, i met eugine there, and he said he thinks that i look fatter and mature now compared in matrix. wait, mature=old?? hopefully it's not! haiz.. so bad..
Squeezing between the door.
TeLe RocKs!!!
My buddy line..
me, hueychyi(2nd yr senior), aihong, chooisin(my cute buddy^^)
Still look soo nice!!! hahaha...
Sigh.. We were being cheated.
We thought it should be a very formal night, so everyone was wearing dress and some even purposely went to buy a new 1. But when we step into the stadium, we was like stunned! Guess what they were doing? Dancing Ah Ya's 红豆 大红豆 芋头 挫挫挫.... Gosh! Lets imagine everyone is wearing dress and make up formally then dance this dance. And our dinner was--bread+strawberry jam. Luckily my roomates and i ate maggi before we went there. If not we are going to suffer the whole night. And the most shocking thing was we had to dance couple dance. This one really embarasing, we girl juniors have to line in a row then wait for the boy seniors to choose which one to be their partners. Why not the other way round huh?? Sorry la i am not that open-minded, i really feel bad when someone i don't know dancing with me. And who plans for the steps huh? Just cincai cincai cukup la.. Why have to make it so.... u know... I prefer to partner with my roomate lo.. haiz.. 1 word--KEK!!!!! But i like the other two songs, at least i enjoyed it but not the couple dance lo...
SEniors, seniors and seniorssss....
My roomates. Finally 3 of us took a picture together..
Seniors+Juniors....
Today i went to Green Box with my coursemates. It was fun! But now i am suffering sorethroat. We are not singing i think, we are actually screaming! Because we cant hear our sound at all, even if you are out of pitch or what no one knows it. it's good! haha.. Very enjoying really.. And i am glad that we all are singing the same types of songs. And one more thing, i think the rate is quite cheap during the happy hours.. rm10++ a person with free drinks and snacks. We are so lucky, we got a super BIG room+super BIG screen!! Inside there you'll think that time really flies. 3 hours can pass so easily..
wiuwitt!!!
Childish?? yea.. we are...
Actually we are not singing, just acting la.. haha...
This one everything is normal!!
This one?? Acting also lo... haha...
Actually i did upload these photoes in my fb, but to make my blog looks more interesting, i have to post them again over here lo.. so guys, don't say my blog is boring again ar...
TeLeParty2009
Squeezing between the door.
TeLe RocKs!!!
My buddy line..
me, hueychyi(2nd yr senior), aihong, chooisin(my cute buddy^^)
Still look soo nice!!! hahaha...Senior-Freshie's Night
Sigh.. We were being cheated.
We thought it should be a very formal night, so everyone was wearing dress and some even purposely went to buy a new 1. But when we step into the stadium, we was like stunned! Guess what they were doing? Dancing Ah Ya's 红豆 大红豆 芋头 挫挫挫.... Gosh! Lets imagine everyone is wearing dress and make up formally then dance this dance. And our dinner was--bread+strawberry jam. Luckily my roomates and i ate maggi before we went there. If not we are going to suffer the whole night. And the most shocking thing was we had to dance couple dance. This one really embarasing, we girl juniors have to line in a row then wait for the boy seniors to choose which one to be their partners. Why not the other way round huh?? Sorry la i am not that open-minded, i really feel bad when someone i don't know dancing with me. And who plans for the steps huh? Just cincai cincai cukup la.. Why have to make it so.... u know... I prefer to partner with my roomate lo.. haiz.. 1 word--KEK!!!!! But i like the other two songs, at least i enjoyed it but not the couple dance lo...
SEniors, seniors and seniorssss....
My roomates. Finally 3 of us took a picture together..
Seniors+Juniors....Green Box
Today i went to Green Box with my coursemates. It was fun! But now i am suffering sorethroat. We are not singing i think, we are actually screaming! Because we cant hear our sound at all, even if you are out of pitch or what no one knows it. it's good! haha.. Very enjoying really.. And i am glad that we all are singing the same types of songs. And one more thing, i think the rate is quite cheap during the happy hours.. rm10++ a person with free drinks and snacks. We are so lucky, we got a super BIG room+super BIG screen!! Inside there you'll think that time really flies. 3 hours can pass so easily..
wiuwitt!!!
Childish?? yea.. we are...
Actually we are not singing, just acting la.. haha...
This one everything is normal!!
This one?? Acting also lo... haha...Actually i did upload these photoes in my fb, but to make my blog looks more interesting, i have to post them again over here lo.. so guys, don't say my blog is boring again ar...
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