Thursday, December 29, 2011

过去

在适当的时候,作适当的事,往往都不是我的作风。我也不想,可是事后才来后悔,这种事情常常发生在我身上。

不知道为什么,想回了很多以前的事情。虽然过了有一段时间,可是还是好像刚刚才发生的事。不能说历历在目,可是还隐约记得。

时间真的很奇妙,它真的是至上的良药。人家说,快乐的人都是善忘的,真的。

最近发现到自己对很多事情都变得无所谓了。之前觉得很重要的事现在看回去,也不过是件小事一庄。没什么值得计较或是介意的。

看清, 看淡,看化了吧。

我觉得人可以分成好多种,不只是那十二星座的十二种个性,而是千千万万,很多很多种。有时候,你以为你已经了解了一个人,其实并不是的。你也还会常常不解为什么他会做出某种举动,会吓到你的。以前应该会介意一阵子,可是现在不会了。因为你知道这不是你可以控制的,也不会因为你觉得有所谓而会有什么改变。所以不需要介意。这样想比较轻松吧。

怎么讲?我喜欢现在的自己。不是自恋,也不需要被认同,我觉得现在所想所作的都是这个当下最对的事,当然不包括考试不读书,一直出去浪费时间这件事,之外的都处理得不错恰当。

可是,有一点不是很满意的是,我很需要别人的认同。太需要了。会很介意别人的想法。我也觉得很要不得,很像是活在别人的世界,我会尽量改吧。

哦!还有!不准再那么幼稚了!

希望在十年后,我还会很自豪地说我还是那么的喜欢那时候的自己!^^


Friday, November 25, 2011

星期五晚上

有点蠢,明明明天就有考试,可是还是突然间的想写些东西。

最近过得很不错下,可是,我发现和以前的生活方式不一样了,我不再吃早餐,不到两点钟不会想要睡觉,没喝那么多水了,一回到房间不是躺下睡觉,而是开电脑上网。

开始忙了。之前还很串天天说闷,没事情做。接下来的日子事情都排着队接踵而来,累了。

可是忙,也要忙得开心,忙得有意义。

怎么今天想到的都是废话?也不知道该写些什么了……

祝我明天考试顺顺利利吧。^^


Thursday, October 13, 2011

One of the Thursday Nights

Io sto male.

I used to be moody these days. Dont try to ask me why, i myself hunger for the answer.

I got one inside my head, girl sick? I hope this is the correct answer, i know i will get cured after some time, at least.

Recently, i have learnt that people do have dreams. However, reality and dreams do not meet somehow. Erm, try to make this matter looks easier, change another word instead of dream, lets use the word thought. You might have the idea to do your work, but by the time you do it, the result comes out later doesn't look like what you have expected. It just can, just can differ so much sometimes. Doubt about it how? and why is it so? Do you get the answer?

The typical ones i guess must be:"you dont have the heart when u doing it." I ban this, i did put heart. "Okay, you are just rushing, dont you ever heard slowly and steady?" Yes, i heard, but no, i dont. I had spared so much time on it. "You dont know the correct way, you dont have nice skill." Okay, you might be right. But this is sad.

Did i mention i bought a cactus from Cameron last few weeks? It looked so strong and charm, yes, dont doubt it, it was CHARM. But look at it now, it is dry, half-withered and dull. Ohh! It looks like me! I mean, my feeling! Tutto.

There is a book sale in Serdang. I wish i could go there. It is just too excited to see so many books and they are all selling at cheap prise. But it is too far. Lets forget it. I was not a bookworm or everyday-holding-book kind of people, but i like stories, when they are expressing in words they will look so beautiful and can be more attractive then watching movies sometimes. You know, when you imagine, things will get prettier and more wonderful then how they are when you really can see them.

Picture says thousands words? Words can draw more amazing pictures, sometimes. =)

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

no tiltle

Okay, when you can see there is update in my blog, no other reasons, yes! IT IS BORING! *roar*

What else can you do when you have *NOTHING to do at all? Besides keep scrolling up and down on your facebook page, anything else meaningful you can do? Suggest me please!

Well, see my asterisk? my "nothing" here doesn't really mean it. In fact, i have books to read, tutorial questions to complete, notes to study. But those do not count as "something" to do. Because i DO NOT like them. Blow me? I was trying not to use "hate" this word by the way.

I am taking Italiano this semester. It was just an accident, but it is now however a fact. Enjoyed it for the first few classes, start feel a little bit lost. What i can say is, language is wonderful. Italiano has too many rules and tenses to follow. Will be harder when going deeper. Bless me.

Had moved to smaller room. A very small room indeed. No more sleeping on the bed-on-the-floor. Can see greenery grass when looking outside from the window. This is how i find this room lovely. =)

When you get to know someone more thoroughly, you will find yourself not so like about him/her. Is this a fact or just my prejudice?

If an acquaintance telling you he scores 100 in his test, will you clap your hand over your mouth and shout:"wow!brilliant!" or whisper to yourself:"走开啦,又关我事!" the first one or the latter? Or both at the same time?

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Do you ever feel like giving up?

Do you ever feel this world is not belong to you?

Sorry, i dont mean to copy the idea from Katy Perry, but this just came across my mind very suddenly.

Why is it like this?

I dont know.

Guessing I have been driven mad.


Wednesday, July 27, 2011

拾到宝

今天真是拾到宝了!

之前就很想买Sophie Kinsella的书,可是它的价钱都常常站得很硬,没折扣。可是,竟然!今天当我们走过carrefour书摊打算偷几本书回去慢慢看时,也是我手多多拿起了那本大版本的Twenties Girl,正在赞叹它的价钱是RM79.90时,这个时候,旁边的工作人员叫我把这本书买下了吧,现在只售10令吉!我当场傻眼!完全怀疑是他搞错!怎么可能!结果他叫我去scan不就知道了。我二话不说,scan了才发现原来他没骗,真的是RM10!他还说其他的也是,很多都折扣了,原本三,四十的书都只卖五块,十块。我突然觉得人生亮了!整个就很兴奋!结果选了很多本,左挑右挑,才顿时发现,我没钱。我今天只带了十多块出门。好在有阿蕙,可是我们加起来的钱也不够我买所有我想要的书,唯有割爱。只好明天带够钱再去买。可是,今天也都买了不少。我买了四本。两本是Sophie Kinsella的,另外两本是Stephenie Meyer和Cecelia Ahern的。今天太兴奋了!哈哈!在火车上不怕闷死我了!woohoo~ XD hotels

今天Carrefour突然间搞了个Party,据说是为了庆祝bulan puasa的什么的。有很多免费吃的。我是很想吃他的satay,可是,我抢不过别人。结果也没得吃。我发现,马来makcik真实多,好人多了,如果和华人aunty相较之下的话。是马来makcik一直叫我们吃,说虽然庆祝马来人的节日,可是大家都是一样的,应该不分你我,一起庆祝,一起吃。反而是华人aunty,这里说他们的食物不怎么样,就像他们的人一样。什么东西!也就算了,之后我看到他都抢着排着队,拿了很多吃的。huh...aunty,你如果是酱嫌东嫌西,就不要吃咯,又没人逼你。可是不管他们庆祝什么,我也都当作是在为我们办欢送会!因为明天将是我们工作的最后一天!哈哈!

Monday, July 25, 2011

习惯了

我已经习惯一天站十个钟了。

我已经习惯闷到发慌也只能发呆的工作了。

我也已经习惯省吃俭用,餐餐都斤斤计较的生活了。

可是这份工作也只剩下三天就要结束了。

怎么说?

虽然有点废,一整天也只有站的份。可是,有时候很爱和顾客们讲话。他们总可以告诉我们不知道的事。

有很有用的:譬如怎样把蛋糕弄得薄点,吃起来才不会腻。

也有健康贴士:锅不要买铝的,会致癌。

有实用的:aluminum foil不要贪心一次买太多。收太久会变黄。

等等……等等……

过多几天就可以回家了!很兴奋!可以餐餐都吃饱饱了!

有好有坏。

好:超满足的;坏:肥死!

哈!我不介意!因为回kl就会瘦了!

这是妈咪的theory:在家要吃就吃,不用理他酱多!

我非常同意!哈哈!

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