突然间想写些东西。
最近爱上这些歌：BY2的爱上你；玄子的第三者的第三者，舍不得；nemesea的the way i feel;chris medina的what are words;周杰伦的枫。^^
把它们set成了playlist，一直反复的听都不会厌。^^
最近发生了很多事，高兴的是所有事情都已经事过境迁，雨过天晴了。经一事，长一智，是没错的。我学会了很多东西，不管好的坏的，都会是我成长的记忆，我会永远警惕在心。也很感谢它们，让我长大了。^^
上了很多堂课，我始终庆幸我有的是简单的头脑，把事情都简单化了。烦恼？不去想就没了。控制不到不想？别怕，时间会治好你的。=）
有时候人，常常因为太执着，让自己太痛苦了。说我笨吗？看似什么都无所谓？其实不然，我觉得这样我很舒服就好了。想多了，心会累，会伤，会痛。我选择不要，就算了吧。既然放手会更舒服，为什么不？
祝福我身边的所有朋友，学习会在适当的时候放手吧。它不算是懦弱的逃避，反而是更勇敢的解决方法。^^
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
朋友
Ahyong：做么你酱沉默寡言的今天？
我 ： 有吗？
Ahyong:有啊。怎么了？
我 ：有咩？哈...
心想：有咩？可是就是懒得说话，心情down down酱咯。
今天真的心情不怎么好，也说不上为什么，就是不想有太多脸部表情。也不是发生什么事，就是莫名其妙就这样子了。
今天想写《朋友》
看过一句话：一直在你身边的人可能不是朋友，甚至什么都不是。
灰没有？
我非常不想认同这句话，但是它就是很事实一下咯。我希望我不会遇见这种状况，很庆幸到目前为止还没被我遇上。应该是没有吧。还是我遇着了，只是还不知道？哇！很悲！
我一直都觉得朋友不需要很多，有少数几个真正懂你的就足够了。有人曾经问过我：你有真正懂你的好朋友吗？我毫不犹豫地回答：当然！
这个答案让我很骄傲的咯。
好在我有。什么事情都可以跟他们讲。我不用怕他们笑，不用怕他们弹，就是想讲什么就讲，不需要顾忌太多。
可是，当太久不见面了，好朋友还是可以这么要好吗？你不懂我的近况，我不懂你的，还有这么多话聊吗？前面几十分钟讲完了大概大概的近况，接下来还能说什么？很勉强地说了：“你知道我的那个那个教授废到怎样怎样”能给的反应也只是：“哇！真的啊？傻到～哈哈。。。”其实你在说哪条教授我都不知道，能有什么反应？只是勉强地给了该给的反应，场面没有酱僵罢了咯。
另外一种朋友是：朋友的朋友。
酱子更僵。明明就是我不懂你，你不懂我，还要不熟装熟。讲的话题也只是一直围绕着那个共同认识的朋友。场面话多多。假爆。
再来就是你知道他，他也知道你，也知道彼此的名字。当走路见到面时，都不知道要不要打招呼，我跟他笑，他会不会不认得我？会不会不理我？唉，看不看他好呢？还是装作没看到算了？很烦。
又如果是这种：你见过他，他见过你，就是叫不出名字。这种的好办！当作没看到！无伤大雅。
上面讲的都是比较灰的，其实朋友还不是从陌生人开始当起。不认识多点陌生人，又怎么会有更多的朋友？又怎么从朋友当中找到你的知心朋友？
话虽然是这么说没错，可是这些过程很累。尤其是当你走了很久，才发现那个人根本不值得，后悔也迟了。累也累了，伤也伤了。
今天的blog有点负面，但是应该都算是事实吧。
朋友，当你遇到真正的朋友时，珍惜他们吧！
我 ： 有吗？
Ahyong:有啊。怎么了？
我 ：有咩？哈...
心想：有咩？可是就是懒得说话，心情down down酱咯。
今天真的心情不怎么好，也说不上为什么，就是不想有太多脸部表情。也不是发生什么事，就是莫名其妙就这样子了。
今天想写《朋友》
看过一句话：一直在你身边的人可能不是朋友，甚至什么都不是。
灰没有？
我非常不想认同这句话，但是它就是很事实一下咯。我希望我不会遇见这种状况，很庆幸到目前为止还没被我遇上。应该是没有吧。还是我遇着了，只是还不知道？哇！很悲！
我一直都觉得朋友不需要很多，有少数几个真正懂你的就足够了。有人曾经问过我：你有真正懂你的好朋友吗？我毫不犹豫地回答：当然！
这个答案让我很骄傲的咯。
好在我有。什么事情都可以跟他们讲。我不用怕他们笑，不用怕他们弹，就是想讲什么就讲，不需要顾忌太多。
可是，当太久不见面了，好朋友还是可以这么要好吗？你不懂我的近况，我不懂你的，还有这么多话聊吗？前面几十分钟讲完了大概大概的近况，接下来还能说什么？很勉强地说了：“你知道我的那个那个教授废到怎样怎样”能给的反应也只是：“哇！真的啊？傻到～哈哈。。。”其实你在说哪条教授我都不知道，能有什么反应？只是勉强地给了该给的反应，场面没有酱僵罢了咯。
另外一种朋友是：朋友的朋友。
酱子更僵。明明就是我不懂你，你不懂我，还要不熟装熟。讲的话题也只是一直围绕着那个共同认识的朋友。场面话多多。假爆。
再来就是你知道他，他也知道你，也知道彼此的名字。当走路见到面时，都不知道要不要打招呼，我跟他笑，他会不会不认得我？会不会不理我？唉，看不看他好呢？还是装作没看到算了？很烦。
又如果是这种：你见过他，他见过你，就是叫不出名字。这种的好办！当作没看到！无伤大雅。
上面讲的都是比较灰的，其实朋友还不是从陌生人开始当起。不认识多点陌生人，又怎么会有更多的朋友？又怎么从朋友当中找到你的知心朋友？
话虽然是这么说没错，可是这些过程很累。尤其是当你走了很久，才发现那个人根本不值得，后悔也迟了。累也累了，伤也伤了。
今天的blog有点负面，但是应该都算是事实吧。
朋友，当你遇到真正的朋友时，珍惜他们吧！
Monday, September 20, 2010
快乐 简单吗？
刚才看了小学老师的facebook album，心里头涌起莫名的感动，突然间想开了一些事情，心情变好了。
快乐其实很简单。
这是我瞬间有的想法，维持了几分钟吧，当在写第二行字的时候，那种感觉又变得微弱了。
人，始终是人。
总是贪心。
善变。
感性 vs 理性。 择其一？
这是疑问句。
我几时变得那么感性？
哈！这句是反问句。
加油吧，伊婉！
=）
快乐其实很简单。
这是我瞬间有的想法，维持了几分钟吧，当在写第二行字的时候，那种感觉又变得微弱了。
人，始终是人。
总是贪心。
善变。
感性 vs 理性。 择其一？
这是疑问句。
我几时变得那么感性？
哈！这句是反问句。
加油吧，伊婉！
=）
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
GoodBye First Year
It is just the second week for me to upgrade to become a second year senior. I still not really get used to it, but looking at the new freshies coming in reminds me how was i doing when i new came to this place. It was a scary, but is now a beautiful place. =)
Picture speaks thousands words:
This pictures was taken during my orientation week in DTC. A long, and also short orientation week.
The first medal i got in UM. Should be the last one. hah!
First outing with coursemates.
Preparing doing something silly in front of tele seniors. Now think back it was a memorable one. =)
The first time we walked to KFC besides MAHSA College.
Met up Ping, Line and Chinni in MidValley.
First college project--Gerai Convo.
AIESEC International Congress hold in The Palace Of The Golden Horse.
The first PizzaHut delivery. It was a bad one.
Tanglung Festival celebration in First College. Thanks to ex-B406! =D
Dine in Sheraton Hotel with NeeNee.
Piles of notes. Undoubtedly, first semester exam was coming.
After exams what else comes next?
Visited Tian Hou Gong before Chinese New Year break.
AIESEC International Conference in UUM.
Wore a nearly rm300 cheongsam.
My half-design MBP banner. =)
My third college project--MPA1
Thanks to the theme: Fairy Tale.
MPA night.
CC reunion dinner.
FESENI. Nice performance to siewfen,yunchian and aihong!
CC trip in Sungai Lembing.
My 20th birthday celebration with coursemates.
This was how i got my birthday present from nee,yong,yun,shih,sin.
Again, the second semester exam was coming.
After-exam-1-day-tour.--UM
Ipoh trip.Special thanks to xinyun.^^
These pictures are small part of the pictures in my handphone. I hope i did not miss many important events.
Big applause to my first year!
I will pay more hardwork in my second year, for sure. But the will always opposes the action, i don't know the others, but at least it applies in my case. hah!
Anyway, good luck yiewan!!! =D
Picture speaks thousands words:
This pictures was taken during my orientation week in DTC. A long, and also short orientation week.
The first medal i got in UM. Should be the last one. hah!
First outing with coursemates.
Preparing doing something silly in front of tele seniors. Now think back it was a memorable one. =)
The first time we walked to KFC besides MAHSA College.
Met up Ping, Line and Chinni in MidValley.
First college project--Gerai Convo.
AIESEC International Congress hold in The Palace Of The Golden Horse.
The first PizzaHut delivery. It was a bad one.
Tanglung Festival celebration in First College. Thanks to ex-B406! =D
Dine in Sheraton Hotel with NeeNee.
Piles of notes. Undoubtedly, first semester exam was coming.
After exams what else comes next?
Visited Tian Hou Gong before Chinese New Year break.
AIESEC International Conference in UUM.
Wore a nearly rm300 cheongsam.
My half-design MBP banner. =)
My third college project--MPA1
Thanks to the theme: Fairy Tale.
MPA night.
CC reunion dinner.
FESENI. Nice performance to siewfen,yunchian and aihong!
CC trip in Sungai Lembing.
My 20th birthday celebration with coursemates.
This was how i got my birthday present from nee,yong,yun,shih,sin.
Again, the second semester exam was coming.
After-exam-1-day-tour.--UM
Ipoh trip.Special thanks to xinyun.^^
These pictures are small part of the pictures in my handphone. I hope i did not miss many important events.
Big applause to my first year!
I will pay more hardwork in my second year, for sure. But the will always opposes the action, i don't know the others, but at least it applies in my case. hah!
Anyway, good luck yiewan!!! =D
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Stupid ME
OK. Slap me! What on earth am i doing right now?
I randomly choose a note from my friend and copy paste here. What a stupid act! Ok, blame me whatever you want. But i just TOO BORED k!!!!
1.) Have you ever been asked out?
✚ Yes
2.) Where was your default picture taken?
✚ UM room.
3.) What's your middle name?
✚ Yie
4.) Your current relationship status?
✚ Single
5.) Does your crush like you back?
✚ No
6.) What is your current mood?
✚ BORING!!!EXTREMELY!!
7.) What color of underwear are you wearing?
✚ I dont know.
8.) What color shirt are you wearing?
✚ White
9.) Missing something?
✚ Food
10.) If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
✚ No idea.
11.) If you must be an animal for one day, what?
✚ Must? birds then.
12.) Ever had a near death experience?
✚ Yes
13.) Something you do a lot?
✚ Sleeping
14.) The song stuck in your head?
✚ my love my fate.
15.) Who did you copy and paste this from?
✚ A friend.
16.) Name someone with the same birthday as you?
✚ Ying Erl,Cheah Pey
17.) When was the last time you cried?
✚ Few weeks ago.
18.) Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
✚ Yes. Stupid ones. =)
19.) If you could have one super power what would it be?
✚ Invincible
20.) What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
✚ Face
21.) What do you usually order from Starbucks?
✚ Green Tea Latte.
22.) What's your biggest secret?
✚ Not secret anymore if i tell.
23.) Favorite color?
✚ Green
24.) Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
✚ YES. =)
25.) What's on your walls?
✚ Mirror
26.) What are you?
✚ A human.
27.) Do you speak any other language?
✚ Yes
28.) What's your favorite smell?
✚ Food
29.) Describe your life in one word.
✚ Like
30.) Have you ever kissed in the rain?
✚ No
31.) What are you thinking about right now?
✚ Can i wake up tomorrow at 7.30am?
33.) What should you be doing?
✚ Study.
34.) Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
✚ Cant think of it now.
35.) How often do u talk to God?
✚ Rarely
36.) Do you like working in the yard?
✚ Define yard.
37.) If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
✚ My own name.
38.) Do you act differently around the person you like?
✚ Perhaps
39.) What is your natural hair color?
✚ Black
40.) Who was the last person to make you cry?
✚ Family. I miss them too much! =(
I randomly choose a note from my friend and copy paste here. What a stupid act! Ok, blame me whatever you want. But i just TOO BORED k!!!!
1.) Have you ever been asked out?
✚ Yes
2.) Where was your default picture taken?
✚ UM room.
3.) What's your middle name?
✚ Yie
4.) Your current relationship status?
✚ Single
5.) Does your crush like you back?
✚ No
6.) What is your current mood?
✚ BORING!!!EXTREMELY!!
7.) What color of underwear are you wearing?
✚ I dont know.
8.) What color shirt are you wearing?
✚ White
9.) Missing something?
✚ Food
10.) If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
✚ No idea.
11.) If you must be an animal for one day, what?
✚ Must? birds then.
12.) Ever had a near death experience?
✚ Yes
13.) Something you do a lot?
✚ Sleeping
14.) The song stuck in your head?
✚ my love my fate.
15.) Who did you copy and paste this from?
✚ A friend.
16.) Name someone with the same birthday as you?
✚ Ying Erl,Cheah Pey
17.) When was the last time you cried?
✚ Few weeks ago.
18.) Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
✚ Yes. Stupid ones. =)
19.) If you could have one super power what would it be?
✚ Invincible
20.) What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
✚ Face
21.) What do you usually order from Starbucks?
✚ Green Tea Latte.
22.) What's your biggest secret?
✚ Not secret anymore if i tell.
23.) Favorite color?
✚ Green
24.) Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
✚ YES. =)
25.) What's on your walls?
✚ Mirror
26.) What are you?
✚ A human.
27.) Do you speak any other language?
✚ Yes
28.) What's your favorite smell?
✚ Food
29.) Describe your life in one word.
✚ Like
30.) Have you ever kissed in the rain?
✚ No
31.) What are you thinking about right now?
✚ Can i wake up tomorrow at 7.30am?
33.) What should you be doing?
✚ Study.
34.) Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
✚ Cant think of it now.
35.) How often do u talk to God?
✚ Rarely
36.) Do you like working in the yard?
✚ Define yard.
37.) If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
✚ My own name.
38.) Do you act differently around the person you like?
✚ Perhaps
39.) What is your natural hair color?
✚ Black
40.) Who was the last person to make you cry?
✚ Family. I miss them too much! =(
Friday, April 9, 2010
20岁生日
高兴，或伤心，还是必须接受自己已经二十岁了。
今年是我在马大过的第一个生日！
我的一整天都过得很充实。
虽然没有大肆刻意庆祝，贴心简单的才是最温馨难忘的。 ^^
我很感激朋友们的用心，我爱你们！
在那一天的一开始，有一点点失落以为你们以一封简讯就带过了，还有雪妮和karen的生日歌。可是因为考试的考试，忙什么的不知道忙什么，所以真的以为就这样。可是原来这是他们的计划，ok la..你们赢！我中计了。
谢谢你们的almond cake huh..可是蛋糕上面的字不完全正确。
可是那个天长地久，还有它背后的意义，说实在，我很喜欢！ 还有，不用涂黑啦thank you..
放学后就有整班coursemates陪我一起庆祝，唱生日歌，吹蜡烛，拍照，很谢谢你们！我们那时候的theme应该是formal dress吧，哈哈！最爱那张全部十五个人的手掌照！还有我们的鞋与谐！突然间想到这个名称。哈！
生日最后的几个小时，还有小把戏。晓诗所谓的过关斩将。先是第二份礼物-蛇棋。想吓我！huh!我很爱啦！谢啦美欣！输的还是吃花生惩罚。你们可以在狠毒点没关系。最衰的是我还是局局都输的那一个！炸到！接下来是终于原壁奉还啦-我的幸运巧克力！^^
重点来了，什么生日宣言！！天！里面尽是一堆谎言，我很委屈。还要我大声朗读，还要被录下来哦！生日还要被整。请你们不要得空得空时拿出来笑啦好心，真伤心。不过我看得到你们的用心啦！真的。还有很喜欢你们精心策划的每一个环节，都很难忘。还有礼物，不要质疑我，我真的喜欢的，找机会以后一定亲手做给你们吃！^^
还有再想道歉，之前误会你们，对不起啦！蜜瓜仔，你也不需要写在我的生日卡上提醒我啦！=P
还想谢谢心韵，全程忍笑很用心的为了拍出我出丑的画面。很好。thank you ar.
Shih!谢谢你编的生日宣言啦！虽然句句不属实，还是看得到你很用心啦！
雪妮，作roomate做到你这么用心的想办法整我，谢啦！我还是会拿你生日时拍的video出来笑的！=P
AhYong,虽然你看到讲不到，可是还是谢谢你啦！=)
你们看我study week有书不读还在写blog来感谢你们，就知道我几用心啦！=D
哦！还有domino晚餐，虽然是想把那张voucher用掉，可是还是谢谢你们陪我吃丰盛的domino大餐啦！=)
很感谢你们：雪妮，AhYong，晓诗，美欣，心韵，梅芬，文雅，chloe仔，瑞霜，kahkheng，丽冰，茹蕙，韵倩，爱凤，韵仙，冠于，惠娴，骏安，AhSeng，CharSiewKit，kahmei，佩盈，kenny，维兴，传威。 ximending hotels
我爱你们！=D
今年是我在马大过的第一个生日！
我的一整天都过得很充实。
虽然没有大肆刻意庆祝，贴心简单的才是最温馨难忘的。 ^^
我很感激朋友们的用心，我爱你们！
在那一天的一开始，有一点点失落以为你们以一封简讯就带过了，还有雪妮和karen的生日歌。可是因为考试的考试，忙什么的不知道忙什么，所以真的以为就这样。可是原来这是他们的计划，ok la..你们赢！我中计了。
谢谢你们的almond cake huh..可是蛋糕上面的字不完全正确。
可是那个天长地久，还有它背后的意义，说实在，我很喜欢！ 还有，不用涂黑啦thank you..
放学后就有整班coursemates陪我一起庆祝，唱生日歌，吹蜡烛，拍照，很谢谢你们！我们那时候的theme应该是formal dress吧，哈哈！最爱那张全部十五个人的手掌照！还有我们的鞋与谐！突然间想到这个名称。哈！
生日最后的几个小时，还有小把戏。晓诗所谓的过关斩将。先是第二份礼物-蛇棋。想吓我！huh!我很爱啦！谢啦美欣！输的还是吃花生惩罚。你们可以在狠毒点没关系。最衰的是我还是局局都输的那一个！炸到！接下来是终于原壁奉还啦-我的幸运巧克力！^^
重点来了，什么生日宣言！！天！里面尽是一堆谎言，我很委屈。还要我大声朗读，还要被录下来哦！生日还要被整。请你们不要得空得空时拿出来笑啦好心，真伤心。不过我看得到你们的用心啦！真的。还有很喜欢你们精心策划的每一个环节，都很难忘。还有礼物，不要质疑我，我真的喜欢的，找机会以后一定亲手做给你们吃！^^
还有再想道歉，之前误会你们，对不起啦！蜜瓜仔，你也不需要写在我的生日卡上提醒我啦！=P
还想谢谢心韵，全程忍笑很用心的为了拍出我出丑的画面。很好。thank you ar.
Shih!谢谢你编的生日宣言啦！虽然句句不属实，还是看得到你很用心啦！
雪妮，作roomate做到你这么用心的想办法整我，谢啦！我还是会拿你生日时拍的video出来笑的！=P
AhYong,虽然你看到讲不到，可是还是谢谢你啦！=)
你们看我study week有书不读还在写blog来感谢你们，就知道我几用心啦！=D
哦！还有domino晚餐，虽然是想把那张voucher用掉，可是还是谢谢你们陪我吃丰盛的domino大餐啦！=)
很感谢你们：雪妮，AhYong，晓诗，美欣，心韵，梅芬，文雅，chloe仔，瑞霜，kahkheng，丽冰，茹蕙，韵倩，爱凤，韵仙，冠于，惠娴，骏安，AhSeng，CharSiewKit，kahmei，佩盈，kenny，维兴，传威。 ximending hotels
我爱你们！=D
Saturday, April 3, 2010
幸福 不是理所当然
我常常会突然间觉得自己很幸福。
这是好事。
这种感觉应该是在离开了家，正在读matrix时候开始有的。因为那时候才发现原来自己一路来是那么幸福的，只是一直都不知道。
珍惜，往往都是在没有正在拥有的当儿，感觉才是最强烈的；而知足，则是每每人类极为缺少的。
我觉得以前我把很多事情看得太理所当然了。理所当然别人应该对你好；理所当然家人应该包容你；理所当然朋友应该体谅你。可是，这些你觉得理所当然的东西，别人未必拥有的。
当事情不如你所愿，在埋怨的同时，你有想过你有什么资格埋怨吗？
我没有资格埋怨，我也没有东西好埋怨的。因为现在的我很幸福。我有爱我的家人，我有爱我的朋友，我还缺什么呢？这些就是我的财富了！
很喜欢在纪念册加上这句：祝 永远幸福 =）
这是好事。
这种感觉应该是在离开了家，正在读matrix时候开始有的。因为那时候才发现原来自己一路来是那么幸福的，只是一直都不知道。
珍惜，往往都是在没有正在拥有的当儿，感觉才是最强烈的；而知足，则是每每人类极为缺少的。
我觉得以前我把很多事情看得太理所当然了。理所当然别人应该对你好；理所当然家人应该包容你；理所当然朋友应该体谅你。可是，这些你觉得理所当然的东西，别人未必拥有的。
当事情不如你所愿，在埋怨的同时，你有想过你有什么资格埋怨吗？
我没有资格埋怨，我也没有东西好埋怨的。因为现在的我很幸福。我有爱我的家人，我有爱我的朋友，我还缺什么呢？这些就是我的财富了！
很喜欢在纪念册加上这句：祝 永远幸福 =）
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