DeEp InSidE mE

过去

2011-12-29T00:38:00.003+08:00

在适当的时候，作适当的事，往往都不是我的作风。我也不想，可是事后才来后悔，这种事情常常发生在我身上。

不知道为什么，想回了很多以前的事情。虽然过了有一段时间，可是还是好像刚刚才发生的事。不能说历历在目，可是还隐约记得。

时间真的很奇妙，它真的是至上的良药。人家说，快乐的人都是善忘的，真的。

最近发现到自己对很多事情都变得无所谓了。之前觉得很重要的事现在看回去，也不过是件小事一庄。没什么值得计较或是介意的。

看清，看淡，看化了吧。

我觉得人可以分成好多种，不只是那十二星座的十二种个性，而是千千万万，很多很多种。有时候，你以为你已经了解了一个人，其实并不是的。你也还会常常不解为什么他会做出某种举动，会吓到你的。以前应该会介意一阵子，可是现在不会了。因为你知道这不是你可以控制的，也不会因为你觉得有所谓而会有什么改变。所以不需要介意。这样想比较轻松吧。

怎么讲？我喜欢现在的自己。不是自恋，也不需要被认同，我觉得现在所想所作的都是这个当下最对的事，当然不包括考试不读书，一直出去浪费时间这件事，之外的都处理得不错恰当。

可是，有一点不是很满意的是，我很需要别人的认同。太需要了。会很介意别人的想法。我也觉得很要不得，很像是活在别人的世界，我会尽量改吧。

哦！还有！不准再那么幼稚了！

希望在十年后，我还会很自豪地说我还是那么的喜欢那时候的自己！^^

星期五晚上

2011-11-25T23:43:00.002+08:00

有点蠢，明明明天就有考试，可是还是突然间的想写些东西。

最近过得很不错下，可是，我发现和以前的生活方式不一样了，我不再吃早餐，不到两点钟不会想要睡觉，没喝那么多水了，一回到房间不是躺下睡觉，而是开电脑上网。

开始忙了。之前还很串天天说闷，没事情做。接下来的日子事情都排着队接踵而来，累了。

可是忙，也要忙得开心，忙得有意义。

怎么今天想到的都是废话？也不知道该写些什么了……

祝我明天考试顺顺利利吧。^^

One of the Thursday Nights

2011-10-13T23:32:00.010+08:00

Io sto male.

I used to be moody these days. Dont try to ask me why, i myself hunger for the answer.

I got one inside my head, girl sick? I hope this is the correct answer, i know i will get cured after some time, at least.

Recently, i have learnt that people do have dreams. However, reality and dreams do not meet somehow. Erm, try to make this matter looks easier, change another word instead of dream, lets use the word thought. You might have the idea to do your work, but by the time you do it, the result comes out later doesn't look like what you have expected. It just can, just can differ so much sometimes. Doubt about it how? and why is it so? Do you get the answer?

The typical ones i guess must be:"you dont have the heart when u doing it." I ban this, i did put heart. "Okay, you are just rushing, dont you ever heard slowly and steady?" Yes, i heard, but no, i dont. I had spared so much time on it. "You dont know the correct way, you dont have nice skill." Okay, you might be right. But this is sad.

Did i mention i bought a cactus from Cameron last few weeks? It looked so strong and charm, yes, dont doubt it, it was CHARM. But look at it now, it is dry, half-withered and dull. Ohh! It looks like me! I mean, my feeling! Tutto.

There is a book sale in Serdang. I wish i could go there. It is just too excited to see so many books and they are all selling at cheap prise. But it is too far. Lets forget it. I was not a bookworm or everyday-holding-book kind of people, but i like stories, when they are expressing in words they will look so beautiful and can be more attractive then watching movies sometimes. You know, when you imagine, things will get prettier and more wonderful then how they are when you really can see them.

Picture says thousands words? Words can draw more amazing pictures, sometimes. =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4oYlR8WRLqk&feature=related

This song is nice. ^^

no tiltle

2011-09-27T23:59:00.006+08:00

Okay, when you can see there is update in my blog, no other reasons, yes! IT IS BORING! *roar*

What else can you do when you have *NOTHING to do at all? Besides keep scrolling up and down on your facebook page, anything else meaningful you can do? Suggest me please!

Well, see my asterisk? my "nothing" here doesn't really mean it. In fact, i have books to read, tutorial questions to complete, notes to study. But those do not count as "something" to do. Because i DO NOT like them. Blow me? I was trying not to use "hate" this word by the way.

I am taking Italiano this semester. It was just an accident, but it is now however a fact. Enjoyed it for the first few classes, start feel a little bit lost. What i can say is, language is wonderful. Italiano has too many rules and tenses to follow. Will be harder when going deeper. Bless me.

Had moved to smaller room. A very small room indeed. No more sleeping on the bed-on-the-floor. Can see greenery grass when looking outside from the window. This is how i find this room lovely. =)

When you get to know someone more thoroughly, you will find yourself not so like about him/her. Is this a fact or just my prejudice?

If an acquaintance telling you he scores 100 in his test, will you clap your hand over your mouth and shout:"wow!brilliant!" or whisper to yourself:"走开啦，又关我事！" the first one or the latter? Or both at the same time?

拾到宝

2011-07-27T23:15:00.002+08:00

今天真是拾到宝了！

之前就很想买Sophie Kinsella的书，可是它的价钱都常常站得很硬，没折扣。可是，竟然！今天当我们走过carrefour书摊打算偷几本书回去慢慢看时，也是我手多多拿起了那本大版本的Twenties Girl，正在赞叹它的价钱是RM79.90时，这个时候，旁边的工作人员叫我把这本书买下了吧，现在只售10令吉！我当场傻眼！完全怀疑是他搞错！怎么可能！结果他叫我去scan不就知道了。我二话不说，scan了才发现原来他没骗，真的是RM10！他还说其他的也是，很多都折扣了，原本三，四十的书都只卖五块，十块。我突然觉得人生亮了！整个就很兴奋！结果选了很多本，左挑右挑，才顿时发现，我没钱。我今天只带了十多块出门。好在有阿蕙，可是我们加起来的钱也不够我买所有我想要的书，唯有割爱。只好明天带够钱再去买。可是，今天也都买了不少。我买了四本。两本是Sophie Kinsella的，另外两本是Stephenie Meyer和Cecelia Ahern的。今天太兴奋了！哈哈！在火车上不怕闷死我了！woohoo~ XD

今天Carrefour突然间搞了个Party，据说是为了庆祝bulan puasa的什么的。有很多免费吃的。我是很想吃他的satay，可是，我抢不过别人。结果也没得吃。我发现，马来makcik真实多，好人多了，如果和华人aunty相较之下的话。是马来makcik一直叫我们吃，说虽然庆祝马来人的节日，可是大家都是一样的，应该不分你我，一起庆祝，一起吃。反而是华人aunty，这里说他们的食物不怎么样，就像他们的人一样。什么东西！也就算了，之后我看到他都抢着排着队，拿了很多吃的。huh...aunty，你如果是酱嫌东嫌西，就不要吃咯，又没人逼你。可是不管他们庆祝什么，我也都当作是在为我们办欢送会！因为明天将是我们工作的最后一天！哈哈！

习惯了

2011-07-25T23:40:00.002+08:00

我已经习惯一天站十个钟了。

我已经习惯闷到发慌也只能发呆的工作了。

我也已经习惯省吃俭用，餐餐都斤斤计较的生活了。

可是这份工作也只剩下三天就要结束了。

怎么说？

虽然有点废，一整天也只有站的份。可是，有时候很爱和顾客们讲话。他们总可以告诉我们不知道的事。

有很有用的：譬如怎样把蛋糕弄得薄点，吃起来才不会腻。

也有健康贴士：锅不要买铝的，会致癌。

有实用的：aluminum foil不要贪心一次买太多。收太久会变黄。

等等……等等……

过多几天就可以回家了！很兴奋！可以餐餐都吃饱饱了！

有好有坏。

好：超满足的；坏：肥死！

哈！我不介意！因为回kl就会瘦了！

这是妈咪的theory:在家要吃就吃，不用理他酱多！

我非常同意！哈哈！

是幸福的

2011-07-24T00:32:00.002+08:00

我不喜欢讲话。

有时候。

真的只是有时候。

今天吃饭时，看到很多aunty在外面边吃饭边讲话，烦死了。就躲到locker那里吃，费事他们问你话又不应，好像很串酱。

谁知道，进到去里面，还是有个makcik问长问短的。我都只答了几句，就他问什么，我只答那什么。搞到最后他问我是不是嫌弃他，不爱跟他老人家说话。晕。我只想吃饭，不想应酬，总可以吧？也不是说平常和他们说话是应酬，只是当我想安静下来时，那就准许我不说话吧。

今天，我看到个行动不是很方便，肢体不是很协调的小妹妹。应该有中学了吧。他妈妈和哥哥就走在他前面。看得出来，妈妈买东西商量的对象，不是她。她只有在后尾尾随着他们的份。走过我旁边时，从他身上散发出来一股味道，好像很多天没把自己身体洗干净的感觉。我顿时很悲，那时候真的有种想哭出来的感觉。

原来人，只要四肢健全，头脑没残缺，就已经是被眷顾的那群了。

幸福的我们，平常还在埋怨些什么？

一个星期了

2011-07-21T23:38:00.003+08:00

终于！

今天无惊无险，又过了一天。^^

也不是完全顺遂，今天一早就被guard阻止我穿外套进去，很冷啊！不然要怎样。结果我还是不理他，他叫着我，我还是掉头走掉了。我知道不应该，可是也废事理他了。

唉！我也知道我很串。之后也觉得不好意思下的咯。

今天有个aunty，也是在carrefour做工的，给我们上了一课。可是，我非常不同意他讲的东西，令到我觉得人怎么可以酱想，也未免太灰了吧！她说，人不需要活太长，这点我没有反对，只要精彩就好。可是接下来，她就说做人到了他这种年纪，也该结束了。没有目的，没有憧憬，天天在唉声叹气，怕这个，厌恶那个，连富贵山庄他都买定了。从一开始的交谈，她就在抱怨，首先是食物，接下来她家里的老人，她两个弟弟，弟弟的家人，做工的同事，能数出来的她都数了。我那时候真的很想把我的想法告诉他，可是也就算了，她应该也听不进去吧。

Aunty,有必要把自己逼到墙角吗？退几步看看，你会看到更多吧。没有人处处都能顺你意的吧，每个人都有自己的想法啊，你觉得不对，看不顺眼的事，别人可能就觉得没有问题啊，你又何必耿耿于怀？觉得好像这个世界所有人都是错的？虽然说做工的人生活都是每天都在重复同样的事情，都是千篇一律。是没有错很闷，可是我觉得你怎样想很重要。如果你是知足，觉得无惊无险又过一天就是好事，那你就不会这么悲了。你会觉得你是幸福的。莫非你要天天风吹雨打，雷电交加，那种生活才是你想要的？当然不可能。那时候你又会觉得你怎么那么命苦，天怎么都不给你安稳日子过。如果你是不知足的人，怎么样的生活才是会让你满意，没有怨言的？是nil.因为幸不幸福，取决于你怎么想。你往好的方面向，你就是在过着好日子；反之，你永远都不会觉得自己是幸福的。总觉得全世界都在亏欠着你，这种生活是你想要的吗？这样会很累。

或许，你可能会觉得我年纪还小，懂什么，说的容易，这个世界长怎样我都还没看清楚，说的这些话也都是自以为是。可能是吧。可能我现在说的真的都是废话，都是自以为是，可是我真的都这样想。我希望我到了她那种年纪我还是现在的我，总是简单。是难免会被社会洗礼，可是希望我不会忘记现在还没变质的我。

可怜的第三天

2011-07-17T23:52:00.002+08:00

今天很可怜。

因为吃蛇被抓了。

唉！

没话说，理亏的是我们，也没得拗了。

今天的晚餐很丰富！我的饭煲快熟面！成功！^^

唉！

算来算去，今天也还只是第三天。

时间，为什么总是过得这么慢……

很夜了，应该睡了，可是吃太饱了……

唉……

第二天

2011-07-16T23:52:00.003+08:00

今天也是很废的一天。

因为是星期六，所以遇见了几个熟人作sampling工的。所以有免费晚餐--Jacobs饼干！谢谢佐敏咯！哈哈

说到晚餐，很悲。原本盘算煮个maggie加蛋加hotdog的，几丰盛下，谁知道，家里的煤气竟然用完了！天啊！竟然有这种事情！整个就谢掉了咯。最后还是随随便便烫个面，吃饱就算了。可是，不错天才的我还有烫两个七分熟蛋加料咯。明天，明天将挑战饭煲煮面！

今天把在e-promode做工时的坏习惯带来了kl，自行休息，提早放工，爽！哈哈

打工很累

2011-07-15T23:44:00.002+08:00

第一天

真的很累！

不用搬东西，不用排货，不用跑来跑去，不用讲很多话，就是因为这样才累！

站着发呆了10个钟啊！累不累？

累死！

更累的是看到东西都只能看，不能买，抑制着自己的欲望！累不累？

累死！

就连吃饭也是，贵的不能吃，加个料就加多一两块钱，很想加可是又要省！累不累？

累死！

总而言之，在KL打工！

累死！

我想家了！我想Kelantan了！我想e-Promode了！我想Tesco！想Kbmall！也顺便想Billion了！我想2点做工，9点收工的日子了！

T.T

在SS2的第一天

2011-07-14T23:08:00.002+08:00

今天来了KL准备开始我苦命的打工仔生活。

不准笑，我今天在SS2迷路了。兜了很多圈，才找到这间完全不算陌生的家。真是伤心。为什么自己的认路能力能够差到这样丢脸的地步。不过老天爷也算是给我面子了，进到屋子了才开始下大雨，不然很悲咯。

明天就开工了，希望千万千万不要下雨啊！不然我们就可怜了。

今天去买了早餐和吃的东西，快熟面那些都是必备的，也买了超多水果的，很健康哦！哈哈！

也去看了一场免费的电影，两个钟半的transformer，还真的有点太长了。原本想意思意思看《财神客栈》的，但是那个免费电影券也只能看transformers,也就看了咯。还以为我一定会在电影院里睡着了，像上次Avatar酱，看到一半就睡了，真不能顶坐在第一排看3D的那种感觉，两个字：想吐！不管画面多美‘多栩栩如生，管它的，晕都晕死了，谁还理你画面美不美！真是的！

过后就去了星期四的pasar malam，很悲！平常花JPA钱，而且觉得读书那么累，很会爽爽就犒赏自己，去pasar malam还等什么，从街头吃到结尾就是我们的culture啊！可是，现在要花的是自己辛辛苦苦赚回来的血汗钱，就会左省又省了。

而且今天去tropicana的look，真的连我自己都觉得自己很geli！整个师奶酱，还拿着carrefour的大包小包进去电影院看戏，yer!真是不要给我遇见熟人，不然我都假装不认识了！

希望明天第一天开工一切顺顺利利！^^

在5th的第一天

2011-06-28T00:43:00.005+08:00

最近喜欢上写日记，来kl嫌重没带来，后悔了。现在想写些东西只好blogging咯。

今天第一次一个人自己坐飞机来kl，感觉很不同。是很废，又觉得自己长大，独立了，明明就很简单的事情，可是每当自己一个人完成某件事情的时候，都会觉得自己很厉害酱。哈哈。可是这次也不算是完全一个人，因为在kl sentral就破功了，还是必须靠朋友，因为暗了的5th college如果要我跟taxi driver在里面乱乱闯，我会觉得很傻咯。所以，很感谢他咯。^^

5th很暗，吓死我了，而且楼梯很隐秘，需要条条楼梯都拿门来盖着它吗？晕。晚餐是和kenny走去很远很远的kfc吃，真的很远！可是也很谢谢他啦，吃了晚餐也陪我走到这么远，也因为这样发现了一样很惊人的事情，哈哈！

秀洁真的把钥匙藏在鞋里，不然我今晚就得睡街了。谢谢咯～等着她拿金牌回来 XD

前一阵子星河频道播了一齣我觉得非常好看的连续剧《兰花劫》。它是叙说三姐妹在孤儿院是纷纷被不同人家拿去领养，长大后再相见后发生的事情。这部戏吸引我的地方是在戏里的算计，心机耍在不是因为金钱，势力，而是生存。“人是求生，不是求死”。整部戏就因为这个主题而精彩了。它有别于一般的港剧，像《珠光宝气》，《宫心计》，更早前的《金枝玉叶》，或是近期的《团圆》，不是争钱，就是斗势，看多了也都是千篇一律。反而《兰花劫》带出的信息，我喜欢。=）

也不知道该写些什么了，我想是时候睡觉了。哈哈！

晚安 =）

生日快乐，黄伊婉！

2011-04-03T13:40:00.003+08:00

我又生日了！祝我二十一岁生日快乐！^^

今年的生日过得很忙，连hotlink送我的free call也只用了半小时不到，太浪费了。可是，很高兴有我非常用心的朋友们和我一起过这一天，虽然说生日年年都有，可是，一年里面，就是在这一天会特别在意朋友们怎么帮你庆祝，别说我现实，人人都一样吧，承不承认而已。=P

在这一天总是会特别地多愁善感，感叹自己老了；回想过去这一年发生的事；开始盘算未来；想到自己有多幸福、幸运；在这一天样样事情都会特别感动，那种感觉很奇怪，五味杂成。

的确，我真的真的真的觉得自己太太太幸福了！家人给的爱满到都溢出来了！而且，我还很幸运的，找到了真的有心，愿意，不计较麻烦，不嫌弃我，不惜牺牲时间为我精心准备我的生日礼物，为的就是给我惊喜，看到我高兴自己也会很高兴的知心朋友们！人家说，要找到一个酱子的朋友，是很难的事，让我遇到不止一个，我是不是太幸运了？我真的觉得现在的我，什么都不缺，我有的是满满的爱！XD

除了说谢谢，还是谢谢！谢谢你们！谢谢你们让我有这么难忘的二十一岁生日！我会越来越爱你们的！爱死你们了！

简单就好

2011-03-13T00:29:00.003+08:00

突然间想写些东西。

最近爱上这些歌：BY2的爱上你；玄子的第三者的第三者，舍不得；nemesea的the way i feel;chris medina的what are words;周杰伦的枫。^^

把它们set成了playlist，一直反复的听都不会厌。^^

最近发生了很多事，高兴的是所有事情都已经事过境迁，雨过天晴了。经一事，长一智，是没错的。我学会了很多东西，不管好的坏的，都会是我成长的记忆，我会永远警惕在心。也很感谢它们，让我长大了。^^

上了很多堂课，我始终庆幸我有的是简单的头脑，把事情都简单化了。烦恼？不去想就没了。控制不到不想？别怕，时间会治好你的。=）

有时候人，常常因为太执着，让自己太痛苦了。说我笨吗？看似什么都无所谓？其实不然，我觉得这样我很舒服就好了。想多了，心会累，会伤，会痛。我选择不要，就算了吧。既然放手会更舒服，为什么不？

祝福我身边的所有朋友，学习会在适当的时候放手吧。它不算是懦弱的逃避，只是较勇敢的解决方式而已。^^

朋友

2010-10-19T20:49:00.002+08:00

Ahyong：做么你酱沉默寡言的今天？
我：有吗？
Ahyong:有啊。怎么了？
我：有咩？哈...

心想：有咩？可是就是懒得说话，心情down down酱咯。

今天真的心情不怎么好，也说不上为什么，就是不想有太多脸部表情。也不是发生什么事，就是莫名其妙就这样子了。

今天想写《朋友》

看过一句话：一直在你身边的人可能不是朋友，甚至什么都不是。

灰没有？

我非常不想认同这句话，但是它就是很事实一下咯。我希望我不会遇见这种状况，很庆幸到目前为止还没被我遇上。应该是没有吧。还是我遇着了，只是还不知道？哇！很悲！

我一直都觉得朋友不需要很多，有少数几个真正懂你的就足够了。有人曾经问过我：你有真正懂你的好朋友吗？我毫不犹豫地回答：当然！

这个答案让我很骄傲的咯。

好在我有。什么事情都可以跟他们讲。我不用怕他们笑，不用怕他们弹，就是想讲什么就讲，不需要顾忌太多。

可是，当太久不见面了，好朋友还是可以这么要好吗？你不懂我的近况，我不懂你的，还有这么多话聊吗？前面几十分钟讲完了大概大概的近况，接下来还能说什么？很勉强地说了：“你知道我的那个那个教授废到怎样怎样”能给的反应也只是：“哇！真的啊？傻到～哈哈。。。”其实你在说哪条教授我都不知道，能有什么反应？只是勉强地给了该给的反应，场面没有酱僵罢了咯。

另外一种朋友是：朋友的朋友。

酱子更僵。明明就是我不懂你，你不懂我，还要不熟装熟。讲的话题也只是一直围绕着那个共同认识的朋友。场面话多多。假爆。

再来就是你知道他，他也知道你，也知道彼此的名字。当走路见到面时，都不知道要不要打招呼，我跟他笑，他会不会不认得我？会不会不理我？唉，看不看他好呢？还是装作没看到算了？很烦。

又如果是这种：你见过他，他见过你，就是叫不出名字。这种的好办！当作没看到！无伤大雅。

上面讲的都是比较灰的，其实朋友还不是从陌生人开始当起。不认识多点陌生人，又怎么会有更多的朋友？又怎么从朋友当中找到你的知心朋友？

话虽然是这么说没错，可是这些过程很累。尤其是当你走了很久，才发现那个人根本不值得，后悔也迟了。累也累了，伤也伤了。

今天的blog有点负面，但是应该都算是事实吧。

朋友，当你遇到真正的朋友时，珍惜他们吧！

快乐简单吗？

2010-09-20T17:01:00.004+08:00

刚才看了小学老师的facebook album，心里头涌起莫名的感动，突然间想开了一些事情，心情变好了。

快乐其实很简单。

这是我瞬间有的想法，维持了几分钟吧，当在写第二行字的时候，那种感觉又变得微弱了。

人，始终是人。

总是贪心。

善变。

感性 vs 理性。择其一？
这是疑问句。

我几时变得那么感性？
哈！这句是反问句。

加油吧，伊婉！

=）

GoodBye First Year

2010-07-21T20:56:00.007+08:00

It is just the second week for me to upgrade to become a second year senior. I still not really get used to it, but looking at the new freshies coming in reminds me how was i doing when i new came to this place. It was a scary, but is now a beautiful place. =)

Picture speaks thousands words:

This pictures was taken during my orientation week in DTC. A long, and also short orientation week.

The first medal i got in UM. Should be the last one. hah!

First outing with coursemates.

Preparing doing something silly in front of tele seniors. Now think back it was a memorable one. =)

The first time we walked to KFC besides MAHSA College.

Met up Ping, Line and Chinni in MidValley.

First college project--Gerai Convo.

AIESEC International Congress hold in The Palace Of The Golden Horse.

The first PizzaHut delivery. It was a bad one.

Tanglung Festival celebration in First College. Thanks to ex-B406! =D

Dine in Sheraton Hotel with NeeNee.

Piles of notes. Undoubtedly, first semester exam was coming.

After exams what else comes next?

Visited Tian Hou Gong before Chinese New Year break.

AIESEC International Conference in UUM.

Wore a nearly rm300 cheongsam.

My half-design MBP banner. =)

My third college project--MPA1
Thanks to the theme: Fairy Tale.

MPA night.

CC reunion dinner.

FESENI. Nice performance to siewfen,yunchian and aihong!

CC trip in Sungai Lembing.

My 20th birthday celebration with coursemates.

This was how i got my birthday present from nee,yong,yun,shih,sin.

Again, the second semester exam was coming.

After-exam-1-day-tour.--UM

Ipoh trip.Special thanks to xinyun.^^

These pictures are small part of the pictures in my handphone. I hope i did not miss many important events.

Big applause to my first year!

I will pay more hardwork in my second year, for sure. But the will always opposes the action, i don't know the others, but at least it applies in my case. hah!

Anyway, good luck yiewan!!! =D

Stupid ME

2010-04-15T00:04:00.002+08:00

OK. Slap me! What on earth am i doing right now?

I randomly choose a note from my friend and copy paste here. What a stupid act! Ok, blame me whatever you want. But i just TOO BORED k!!!!

1.) Have you ever been asked out?
✚ Yes

2.) Where was your default picture taken?
✚ UM room.

3.) What's your middle name?
✚ Yie

4.) Your current relationship status?
✚ Single

5.) Does your crush like you back?
✚ No

6.) What is your current mood?
✚ BORING!!!EXTREMELY!!

7.) What color of underwear are you wearing?
✚ I dont know.

8.) What color shirt are you wearing?
✚ White

9.) Missing something?
✚ Food

10.) If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
✚ No idea.

11.) If you must be an animal for one day, what?
✚ Must? birds then.

12.) Ever had a near death experience?
✚ Yes

13.) Something you do a lot?
✚ Sleeping

14.) The song stuck in your head?
✚ my love my fate.

15.) Who did you copy and paste this from?
✚ A friend.

16.) Name someone with the same birthday as you?
✚ Ying Erl,Cheah Pey

17.) When was the last time you cried?
✚ Few weeks ago.

18.) Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
✚ Yes. Stupid ones. =)

19.) If you could have one super power what would it be?
✚ Invincible

20.) What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
✚ Face

21.) What do you usually order from Starbucks?
✚ Green Tea Latte.

22.) What's your biggest secret?
✚ Not secret anymore if i tell.

23.) Favorite color?
✚ Green

24.) Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
✚ YES. =)

25.) What's on your walls?
✚ Mirror

26.) What are you?
✚ A human.

27.) Do you speak any other language?
✚ Yes

28.) What's your favorite smell?
✚ Food

29.) Describe your life in one word.
✚ Like

30.) Have you ever kissed in the rain?
✚ No

31.) What are you thinking about right now?
✚ Can i wake up tomorrow at 7.30am?

33.) What should you be doing?
✚ Study.

34.) Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
✚ Cant think of it now.

35.) How often do u talk to God?
✚ Rarely

36.) Do you like working in the yard?
✚ Define yard.

37.) If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
✚ My own name.

38.) Do you act differently around the person you like?
✚ Perhaps

39.) What is your natural hair color?
✚ Black

40.) Who was the last person to make you cry?
✚ Family. I miss them too much! =(

20岁生日

2010-04-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

高兴，或伤心，还是必须接受自己已经二十岁了。

今年是我在马大过的第一个生日！

我的一整天都过得很充实。

虽然没有大肆刻意庆祝，贴心简单的才是最温馨难忘的。 ^^

我很感激朋友们的用心，我爱你们！

在那一天的一开始，有一点点失落以为你们以一封简讯就带过了，还有雪妮和karen的生日歌。可是因为考试的考试，忙什么的不知道忙什么，所以真的以为就这样。可是原来这是他们的计划，ok la..你们赢！我中计了。

谢谢你们的almond cake huh..可是蛋糕上面的字不完全正确。

可是那个天长地久，还有它背后的意义，说实在，我很喜欢！还有，不用涂黑啦thank you..

放学后就有整班coursemates陪我一起庆祝，唱生日歌，吹蜡烛，拍照，很谢谢你们！我们那时候的theme应该是formal dress吧，哈哈！最爱那张全部十五个人的手掌照！还有我们的鞋与谐！突然间想到这个名称。哈！

生日最后的几个小时，还有小把戏。晓诗所谓的过关斩将。先是第二份礼物-蛇棋。想吓我！huh!我很爱啦！谢啦美欣！输的还是吃花生惩罚。你们可以在狠毒点没关系。最衰的是我还是局局都输的那一个！炸到！接下来是终于原壁奉还啦-我的幸运巧克力！^^

重点来了，什么生日宣言！！天！里面尽是一堆谎言，我很委屈。还要我大声朗读，还要被录下来哦！生日还要被整。请你们不要得空得空时拿出来笑啦好心，真伤心。不过我看得到你们的用心啦！真的。还有很喜欢你们精心策划的每一个环节，都很难忘。还有礼物，不要质疑我，我真的喜欢的，找机会以后一定亲手做给你们吃！^^

还有再想道歉，之前误会你们，对不起啦！蜜瓜仔，你也不需要写在我的生日卡上提醒我啦！=P

还想谢谢心韵，全程忍笑很用心的为了拍出我出丑的画面。很好。thank you ar.

Shih!谢谢你编的生日宣言啦！虽然句句不属实，还是看得到你很用心啦！

雪妮，作roomate做到你这么用心的想办法整我，谢啦！我还是会拿你生日时拍的video出来笑的！=P

AhYong,虽然你看到讲不到，可是还是谢谢你啦！=)

你们看我study week有书不读还在写blog来感谢你们，就知道我几用心啦！=D

哦！还有domino晚餐，虽然是想把那张voucher用掉，可是还是谢谢你们陪我吃丰盛的domino大餐啦！=)

很感谢你们：雪妮，AhYong，晓诗，美欣，心韵，梅芬，文雅，chloe仔，瑞霜，kahkheng，丽冰，茹蕙，韵倩，爱凤，韵仙，冠于，惠娴，骏安，AhSeng，CharSiewKit，kahmei，佩盈，kenny，维兴，传威。

我爱你们！=D

幸福不是理所当然

2010-04-03T01:58:00.004+08:00

我常常会突然间觉得自己很幸福。

这是好事。

这种感觉应该是在离开了家，正在读matrix时候开始有的。因为那时候才发现原来自己一路来是那么幸福的，只是一直都不知道。

珍惜，往往都是在没有正在拥有的当儿，感觉才是最强烈的；而知足，则是每每人类极为缺少的。

我觉得以前我把很多事情看得太理所当然了。理所当然别人应该对你好；理所当然家人应该包容你；理所当然朋友应该体谅你。可是，这些你觉得理所当然的东西，别人未必拥有的。

当事情不如你所愿，在埋怨的同时，你有想过你有什么资格埋怨吗？

我没有资格埋怨，我也没有东西好埋怨的。因为现在的我很幸福。我有爱我的家人，我有爱我的朋友，我还缺什么呢？这些就是我的财富了！

很喜欢在纪念册加上这句：祝永远幸福 =）

心的故事

2010-03-28T01:10:00.002+08:00

ok.我发现我的华文变差了。
虽然我的英文也没有变好。
真伤心。

我最近很爱和朋友说这个故事（雪妮告诉我的）：

从前有一个木匠师傅，收了一个小徒弟，和小徒弟相依为命，把毕生的绝活都教会他了。可是，小徒弟翅膀长硬后，就抛下了师傅，到别处自立门户了。师傅很伤心，可是却阻挡不下小徒弟。

日子一天天过去了。有一天，小徒弟在别人口中听说是师傅造了一个会讲话，会走路的木偶仔。小徒弟就不甘示弱地，日夜不休，马不停蹄地赶工，想说造一个比师傅厉害的,。可是事与愿违，小徒弟还是没办法造出一个会讲话，会走路的木偶仔。于是，他就回去低头向师傅认错，然后问师傅，为什么他量了手，量了脚，身体也量过了，就是没办法成功。他的师傅回答他说：你还有一样没量。你-没-量-心。

朋友听到的反应通常是：huh?就酱？所以咧？
唉，真伤心。

最近听了很多关于“心”的小故事。

还有一句话：

男人的心像洋葱。
一层一层地剥开时，你会流泪。
剥开后，你会发现，他原来，没有心。

当我看到这句话时，我在想，洋葱好像真的没有心的！哈哈！

刚才我讲了一句话，很引以为傲一下：

I don't like to be depending, i like to be depended.

不错不错。

今天的blog秩序有点乱。不过我喜欢！=）

以前很在意别人的看法，现在比较释怀了。随便他们。只要我喜欢。

可是话是这么说，有时候还是没办法这么潇洒。

有时候别人说的东西你并不喜欢，应该要作出什么反应咧？笑而带之？还是大声抗议？我以前选择后者，毫无犹豫地。可是现在，第一种吧！算了啦。因为懒得解释。

可是有时候还是会介意，应该说，有时会感觉到厌烦。还是算了吧，因为懒得计较。

所以说，懒有什么不好？哈哈！

突然间

2010-02-24T16:25:00.003+08:00

突然间想用华文写。

今天又是一点就放学了，很sienz...听起来很欠揍，可是真的sienz到爆。

这个废弃已久的部落格，今天算是有多一两行新字了。

今天心血来朝，趁突然间心情好就去洗衣晒衣。之前在厕所遇见阿雅，他很奇怪为什么我三更半夜因为突然间心情好才洗衣服，因为洗衣很累，心情差洗了很想打人。

洗完衣服，翻开analog notes，心情就变差了。突然间想写blog，于是开了电脑。梅芬突然间开门，问我晚上有没有节目，讨了论，决定去看戏，load了很久GSC的网站，突然间alarm响了，是时间去收衣服了。回来时梅芬已经出去了。可是写blog的心情都不见了。去browse了朋友的blog，想想自己也该意思意思update一下了。

我常常会有这种突然间的感觉，雪妮都听到sienz了。常常告诉他，我突然间想吃什么，突然间想做什么，突然间想去哪里，突然间想谁。雪妮到最后：“又来？” 很常是在吃饭时，突然间，我：“我想大便。” 他们：“哇！好心！又来？！”

像现在，突然间很想去唱k。

很后悔放假前那个星期的突然间想吃猪肉，结果交了钱去明天的CC Reunion Dinner，不然的话明天就可以和coursemate他们去唱k了。

后悔了。

所以，以后不要顺从突然间的感觉。像现在，刚才突然间的想写blog，结果开了三个小时多的电脑，浪费时间！

P/S:本来想写一些很感性的东西的，都怪那突然间，莫名其妙！

丑得漂亮

2010-01-15T23:48:00.004+08:00

I saw this post in my friend's blog.

RULES:
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
阴天假期（gonna pour)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
威尼斯的泪 (唯美，浪漫）

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Jump around (too bored)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Stars Are Blind (that's why don't try to throw wishes towards them)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
淘汰 (cruel yet true)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
诗人 (enigmatic)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Track11 (i forgotten the song's name)

WHAT IS 2+2?
电灯泡 (4 ohm)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
空秋千 (keep swinging)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
可疑密友 (wow)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
被风吹过的夏天 (it's just that short)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
撑腰 (黑社会大佬)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
心中的日月 (respected)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
二缺一（甘晤吉利?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
头条新闻 (too much)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
童话 (dreaming)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
戒不掉 (LuckAddict)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
改嫁 (touch-wood)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
对不起我爱你 (sorry i love you)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Hate That I Love You (another english name for the song above?)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
不想懂得 (know less worry less)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
London Bridge (is falling down)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
雨天 (i must beware of rainy days)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
小小 (very small probability?)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I'm Yours (absolutely they are mine)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
时光机 (means currently no)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
爱笑的眼睛 (it is scary sometimes)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Kiss Goodbye (nothing to change)

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
藉口 (补飞)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
丑得漂亮 (what the...)

Aiesec International Congress

2009-08-30T14:49:00.007+08:00

I went for the international congress of the aiesec last wednesday in the Palace of the Golden Horse. It was fun, at first. But someone had spoilt my nice evening.

This was the first time malaysia be the host of this congress of aiesec. So we are considered as very lucky because even we are only the newbies, but have such golden chance to meet with the top comittee members of aiesec which all of them are come from different countries.

The main purpose of having this congress is to let others know more about malaysia. My team was doing introduction of kl n putrajaya as well as chinese traditions in malaysia. My booth was quite hot i can say that. It is because we provided some chinese tradional food to serve them. My conclusion is, they like the mooncake the most. Some said the mooncake taste like chocolate, but the filling is red bean. So weird.

Let me explain why i mentioned that someone had spoilt my beautiful evening. There was a guy, i dont know where is he come from, and i dont have the interest to know at all. He asked me, what is mooncake. I told him it's a type of traditional food the chinese normally eat it during the mooncake festival. Adn then he asked me again what is mooncake festival. I admit that time i was really blur, and have no idea at all about the mooncake festival. I seek help from my other teamate, while he was explaining, the guy stopped him. Ha asked me how many years i stayed in malaysia. And i told him i was born here. He then raise his voice and asked me every year i eat mooncake but dont even know what is it for. Hey man, i forgot! NOT dont know k! Ya la.. i admit in this case i did something wrongly, as i didnt do enough preparation of what we are doing. Actually i did learn something from him. And after think deeply i must thank to him instead. He teached me not to do something with the hollow brain. Sincerely before going to the congress, besides doing the power point presentation and cutting pasting work, i not really read through all the information that we had found. I just went there with happy-go-lucky attitude. This should not be the way. I had learnt this lessonand hopefuly this kind of thng not goign to happen again.

Oh yea, i met Ai Yun there too! She is my ex-primary schoolmate. She older than me 1-year. And yea, we are both kelantanese of course!! You know what, the feeling is weird and super excited when you found your kampong people outside especially from kelantan. Her taylor booth is just the next of mine. And she is doing KELANTAN and terengganu! hahah... It's nice to see her there, and feel so happy because she still remember my name! She introduced me another guy who is from kelantan and peir chih as well. Her ex-classmate. But very sorry i have no impression at all who is this guy. But it is nice to meet him la.. Because we are all from KALATE!! Hohho!!! hahah..

Erm.. I met my ex-tele-senior too there. He just graduated from UM last few weeks ago. He is now working in aiesec. I was quite surprised because why he didnt work in the tele company, he answered me aiesec gives him more chances. Erm.. this answer was quite... haiz.. what so ever... And, he has graduated with 1st Honour! Gosh!!

I just took 3 pictures

My teamate,Aliaa and ex-tele-senior,ReneTan.

Ai Yun~~

Another teamate,Han Leong.

Special For My Dear Friend- - HUI SAN

2009-08-14T14:25:00.006+08:00

Sorry to hear the news.

I hope you will be alright soon!!!

Do not forget you still have lots of best friends beside of you and we are always willing to share ur feeling. Just speak out to us. Please.. Do not keep everything into yourself. It cannot help.

Never try to make the ones who care about you worry you.

Take care my friend..

TeLeParty + Senior-Freshie's Night + GreenBox

2009-08-07T23:18:00.015+08:00

This week was totally an exhausting week!

TeLeParty2009

We got a TeleParty in seniours' houz. The party was fun, i have to say that. We had our performance in front of all of the seniors, sooo embarasing man! That day all of our tele juniors wore black shirt, i think i gave a bad sugestion because it was too hot there! The food is quite nice, just only that everyone of us was too hungry, took too many food at once, sincerely, i couldn't finish my food, and had to ask for my coursemates to finish them. WS was quite pity tat night, i don't know what happened, she had thrown up everything. And i guessed she really felt very bad that time, because i never see her get so angry and shout so loud at someone before this. And luckily she was all right after that. :) After the TeleParty guess what we did? We went to 2nd college yc+chui sui. And i felt that 2nd college seniors are so friendly. but the poor thing was they greeted me senior. Am i looked that old? Even when i told someone i am 4th year senior they oso believe it. Gosh!! Oh yea, i met eugine there, and he said he thinks that i look fatter and mature now compared in matrix. wait, mature=old?? hopefully it's not! haiz.. so bad..

Squeezing between the door.

TeLe RocKs!!!

My buddy line..

me, hueychyi(2nd yr senior), aihong, chooisin(my cute buddy^^)

Still look soo nice!!! hahaha...

Senior-Freshie's Night

Sigh.. We were being cheated.

We thought it should be a very formal night, so everyone was wearing dress and some even purposely went to buy a new 1. But when we step into the stadium, we was like stunned! Guess what they were doing? Dancing Ah Ya's 红豆大红豆芋头挫挫挫.... Gosh! Lets imagine everyone is wearing dress and make up formally then dance this dance. And our dinner was--bread+strawberry jam. Luckily my roomates and i ate maggi before we went there. If not we are going to suffer the whole night. And the most shocking thing was we had to dance couple dance. This one really embarasing, we girl juniors have to line in a row then wait for the boy seniors to choose which one to be their partners. Why not the other way round huh?? Sorry la i am not that open-minded, i really feel bad when someone i don't know dancing with me. And who plans for the steps huh? Just cincai cincai cukup la.. Why have to make it so.... u know... I prefer to partner with my roomate lo.. haiz.. 1 word--KEK!!!!! But i like the other two songs, at least i enjoyed it but not the couple dance lo...

SEniors, seniors and seniorssss....

My roomates. Finally 3 of us took a picture together..

Seniors+Juniors....

Green Box

Today i went to Green Box with my coursemates. It was fun! But now i am suffering sorethroat. We are not singing i think, we are actually screaming! Because we cant hear our sound at all, even if you are out of pitch or what no one knows it. it's good! haha.. Very enjoying really.. And i am glad that we all are singing the same types of songs. And one more thing, i think the rate is quite cheap during the happy hours.. rm10++ a person with free drinks and snacks. We are so lucky, we got a super BIG room+super BIG screen!! Inside there you'll think that time really flies. 3 hours can pass so easily..

wiuwitt!!!

Childish?? yea.. we are...

Actually we are not singing, just acting la.. haha...

This one everything is normal!!

This one?? Acting also lo... haha...

Actually i did upload these photoes in my fb, but to make my blog looks more interesting, i have to post them again over here lo.. so guys, don't say my blog is boring again ar...

Poor YieWan

2009-07-26T17:05:00.005+08:00

I don't know Programming.

I dislike Programming.

I hate Programming.

I was shivering in the Pets' World.

I lost the bus ticket when coming back from mid valley.

I will be going home this mid semester break on my own.

I kena katok by a taxi uncle.

I was being bulied by my new shoes.

I took wrong bus from mv>>pj city>>ppum>>taxi>>um>>1st college.

I was ignored by the waiters in OH! Sushi.

I had my lunch in a hak tim with 10% service charge.

I ordered a "longED" claypot rice.

I dont like the food cooked in my canteen.

I am demam-ing for almost 3 weeks and now entering the 4th week.

I missed my favourite black colour shacker.

I become DARKER because it takes almost 10minutes in order to walk to the engine fac.

I had spent a lot.

I was put on the plane by kc for 2 hours.

sigh.....

My Room My Roomates

2009-07-22T23:07:00.010+08:00

I got a BIG room.

But still a small one. Why do i say my room is big? Because I stay in d room which is in the most corner one, so it is the biggest compared to others. And it is just the opposite of the toilet. it has its advantages and also, disadvantages. The good thing is that i can 'feel free' to go to the toilet anytime, even in the midnight when everyone has already met their 'uncle zhou'. But, it would be very disgusting when the flush of the toilet is not functioning. wow! smell like hell! But i have to admit that this room is very comfortable comparing to others. Even though the windows must be closed 24hours. I think i prefer the room which i stayed in matrix. We had our own space and privacy more. And, the room was BIG. Yaya.. it was the past. And i have to learn to love this present room. These are some of the pictures of my new room.

Luckily i was not the one who sleep on the floor.. hehe..

No privacy right? All of us are sharing the same table. And the chairs are always be the places for us to dry our clothes. :p

This is the big cupboard which i admire the most in this room!

Ok, now lets talking about my roomates. Again, i have 2 roomates. They all are nice. Firsrtly i introduce taking law one. Her name is Karen Yong, NOT Karen Mok. She is not as tall as Karen Mok, not as pretty as Karen Mok, but she is nice! :) She comes from kl, this is the poor thing, to me. She is PBSM--Persatuan Balik rumah Setiap Minggu. She is a future lawyer, and can speak a very good english. Oh yea, she can be very serious, but stay crazy lo most of the time. haha..

Ugly Betty!! I was her 'ugly' consultant!! haha..

As what i had said, I have another roomate. She is Shir Nee. She is now taking pharmacy and comes from perak. She is the one always complaining about me because everytime she goes to class i still havent wake up, and when the time she comes back i already sleep very sweetly. haha.. ya.. She is very busy. With the orientation and the classes. This was almost the history, i think now i am as busy as her lo.. Though now i am sitting here writting my blog but she is still preparing for her performance during her pharm nite. Yesterday she was going to a some kind like cosplay competition hold by her fac, she got a character--Jiang Xiao Hua acted by Rainy Yang in Miss No Good.

This is half of her Jiang Xiao Hua look.. Just half la.. Another ugly half she removed it already.. hehe..

We planed to take a picture like the album photo, but obviously, we failed!! haiz..

Shir Nee kept complaining her hair very ugly in this picture, then kept combing it and take another shot, but i prefer this one! :)

Here I Am!!

2009-07-17T00:07:00.002+08:00

WOW!!!

Finally i cum 2 update my blog huh..

A NEW STARTING, A WONDERFUL STARTING.

Erm.. Start to talk from the first day i reached UM. Actualy the first time i saw the real UM not the day i registered, but the day before it. My cousin brought me here n had a fair tour in UM. The first feeling that came across my mind was--it's not that big as what i thought. but we got lost also.. haha..

Next, goes 2 my orientation week. it's sooo...AIKS... TIRING!!! but quite enjoying la.. Met many new friends here.. but what makes me so disapointing is no chinese freshies take up tele.. and it makes me quite unique here. When somebody asking me what course i am taking, and i said tele, their first respond sure is: Ohh!! you are that chinese taking tele!!! another problem, i have to walk to my faculty alone. at first realy feel lonely in that 10 minutes walking-distance, but now i already get used to it.. sometimes if luckily my other courses friends start class same time with me then good, at least i can exercise my mouth along d way.

It is 12.50am now. So lets make it short, i have 2 roomates, they are all nice, but very buzy. I have 42 coursemates, 17 of them are chinese. all of them are nice too. Very easily to mingle around.

Before i end, i 1 2 introduce a cheer here. A very cute cheer with the actions! i like it the most among all.

Open banana, open banana;
Peel banana, peel peel banana;
Eat banana, eat eat banana;
Shake banana, shake shake banana;
Throw banana, throw throw banana;
Close banana, close close banana.

(with purple colour font because our first college theme coulour this yr is purple)

This post is short right? I will try to update my post as frequently as i can, and also add some pictures i took here. i promise.

Stupid MUET

2008-11-05T16:22:00.002+08:00

Sooooooo boring!!!!

Im watching tv n enjoying my leasure time nw at home, i suppose, bt wat on earth im doing here right nw?

staying in d room alone would b very scary thing 2 me.. especially at nite! yo.. u knw hw appreciate im coz i hv 3 roomates. if i were 2 sleep alone all d nite i thk i would definitely go mad b4 i close my eyes. knw wat? these all r siew fen's fault. bcoz she always bom out those scary n stupid things.. zzz..

2day i had my muet speaking test. god! yea i admit d question i gt was quite ez.. n yet i cant do it wel.. aiks.. yestday i practised wif sharon i already knw hw terrible would b my performance 2day.. haihz.. nvm.. jz let it b.. v mz b confident 2 ourselves rite.. n so wif my finals.. speechless realy..

i 1 2 go back!!! this is wat i thk since i step on d bus coming back 2 this jungle.. i knw d only way i can stay at home is to strive 4 4.0 thn only i can grab a place in USM--a 10-minutes distance U frm my home. bt after i sat 4 my finals i knw it's impossible. haihz.. siew fen n wei cheat, u 2 dun need 2 worry, i'll 'jin' u guys 'si tai' 1 this time.. haihz..

any1 can tel me wat im going 2 do nw??? so sianzzzzzzzzzzzz la....

Outing :P

2008-09-01T23:17:00.004+08:00

2day v finally get ourselves out from the jungle! haha..

Yestday chuey sien came n sleep in my room since siti (d roomate that sleep besides of me) is going back. v 2 feeling not really wel actually, so v decided 2 boil water n take bath d next day b4 going out. bt i really cant wake up 2day morning, coz yestday nite v chat until 2++ jz fall asleep. so this morning i'm not in time 2 take bath.. hehe..

V take bus n reach terminal kuantan. theng n sze thing waiting amy n jun lan buying their tickets back 2 johor this coming raya holiday coz they r not yet familier wif d road while chuey sien n i go 2 mydin 2 buy water heater. v stay in mydin quite a long time actualy thn after that v walk 2 a chinese shop 2 meet theng thm n hav our breakfaz 2gader. bt so sad 2 say that d curry mee that i 1 2 eat aldy finish. so i jz order pork bihun. n sth interesting 2 share here. chuey sien order kuey tiao soup, thn whn d bos asks her izzit hor fan (河粉), she sd no, is kuey tiao.. haha.. paise gongz.. sure d bos knw v r ore kelate! haha.. oh yea, theng order d siu mai, she tot it's jz 1 sth, thn whn pay d bills she gt a shock, coz d siu mai r vr vr smal n yet costs rm2.10. haha..

After v hav our breakfaz, v hav 2 walk 2 mega mall. bt v din stay long over there coz v plan 2 hav our lunch at johny restaurant (some plc which i like d most in d east coast mall) haha.. so v jz go 2 d popular n cold storage, buy sth thn walk 2 east coast mall. actually v plan 2 watch a moV in mega, a new singaporean comedis, bt v scared v r not in time bcoz v mz get back 2 benteng bus station b4 4.30pm.

Whn v reach east coast, v walk separately since v r going 2 buy different things.. thn later jz meet at d johny restaurant. i offered d same thing wif d laz time.. coz they r realy my favourite. hehe.. our ouiting end at v gt d taxi n get back 2 benteng thn change bus 2 kmph. aiks.. kmph again.. damn bored wif it.. -.-

I wonder y everytime outing i can spend so much.. this time i spend up 2 rm70++ al 2gader. aiks..

GET AWAY VIRUSES!!!!!

2008-09-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

I wish i can recover VERY soon!! coz it feels vr bad if u fall sick whn u r alone without ur family..

Mommy.. i MISS u soooooo much!!!

Yesterday i feeling very bad.. cant even wake up 2 d claz.. bt thn had maths lecture this day.. i really cant miss it, coz after enter d function n graphs this chapter my lecturer rush vr faz until sometimes even v dun hav enough time 2 copy n jot down d notes she wrote.. feel so sick wif her. acording 2 her, our lecture group ranking num 1, bt thn lecture is d laz, wil b vr malu.. aiks.. wat's d pt u rush so faz thn d students duno wat u r talking?? so i set d alarm 2 10am n decided 2 force myself 2 attend d lecture.. bt sorry 2 myself, i cant make it.. god! my head was so pain.. so d only way is 2 sleep again thn later 2pm wil take d second round ride 2 d klinik kesihatan near d gambang here..

Whn i reached HEP (jabatan hal ehwal pelajar), i filled up d form al that thn wait 4 d van 2 bring us there.. after a while, there r groups of guys came n az 2 go 2 d clinic too.. god! obviously that they r vr HEALTHY k!!! stil can laugh n making jokes al that! thn later d van arrived, d driver sd jz can get 4 ppl in 1 ride, another malay girl n i is d earliest, bt thn those HEALTHY guys stil rush 2 go 1st!! yo!!! y they can b so 'GENTLEMEN' huh??? should b ladies 1st wat!! aiks.. oh yea, i wonder izzit vr obvious i hav d dikir performance laz day b4 i get sick? y whn i'm waiting 4 d van within that few minutes there r 3 lecturers al 2gader passing through thn asking y i was there n i stil looked okay laz nite performance.. siitt.. i tot no1 wil discovered it.. if like that i thk next time i should accept my clasmate's suggestion that put on d tudung so that no1 noticed that i was there.. haha.. oh no!! NO next time!! coz im not going 2 waste my time wif this type of meaningless thing anymore!!

Whn i reached there, v hav 2 take d num thn wait 4 our turn.. after i c d doctor.. i was quite regret that y dun i taking up bio n strive 4 d medic.. knw y? coz their job is too eZ k.. i wonder y a doctor can b like this.. doctor wor.. doctor eh.. a doctor should b vr pro n shows his profesional 2 us 1 rite?? shouldn't him?? feel so disappointed.. oh yea, i asked him 4 d antibiotic thn he asked me back wat 4? haiz.. i knw antibiotic should nt b taken too frequently n it's not necessary if d illnes is not vr serious, bt thn v r not home wat.. there r lots of viruses here, jz to defence ourself against other viruses ma.. i thk d antibiotic is quite expensive mayb.. aiks.. so lazly he refused 2 gv me oso..

2mr until this tuesday wil b holiday coz special occasions 4 our malay members.. some of thm sd d cafe is not open around these few days.. thn during this fasting month d cafes wil b opened only after 4pm!! god!! they tot our chinese all die 1 huh?? thn later some of thm sd only 1 smal cafe wil open during recess time.. aiks.. god! yes v r studying in malay scl bt it doesnt mean that v mz follow d malay believes thn fasting 2gader wif thm rite.. -.-

Oh yea, b4 I end, d mid-sem exem's result aldy announced, with d bless of d GOD, I gt 4 flat. Bt my English fails 2 get A. n wat surprisingly is, even my classmate that gt A1 in his 1119 oso cant get A.. and in my lecture there is no 1 can score A in English.. all of us wonder wat actually they 1.. haiz..

HOliday!!!!

2008-08-16T00:18:00.002+08:00

Gt ful rest in this week! haha..

Sry for those sms me n i din reply har.. sry sry yea..

Vr sad 2 say that my holiday going 2 end vr soon.. jz left 1 week.. aiks.. 1 week is not enough 4 me le.. GOd! pls gv me more times.. i dun 1 2 leave my home so faz!! dun 1 back 2 there 2 suffer again..

So frds, whn v r going 2 go out le? lian, whn u r going 2 bring me go 2 hang kai kai wif ur wira le hor.. u knw 2day i woke up at 7am loi le.. u sd 8am come n find me n hav breakfaz 2gader ma.. aiks.. so disappointed din c u al d day.. hehe.. :p hui san, u le? sd wana plan sth interesting instead of jz loitering in d kbmal.. so, anything? n oso ah loo n pu sha.. sd wana come 2 kb ma.. go 2 kbmal lepak n yamcha.. n siew le too.. it's time 4 u 2 relax le.. dun always thk of wat ivy league wat ONLY USA la.. zzz.. come 2 kb v help u 2 release ur STRESS!! haha.. :)

waiting hard go back 2 kb!!

2008-08-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

Whn i can realy go back 2 kb?? yo.. feel so sick wif waiting..

Actually v can go back at 08 Aug.. bt thn i wrote my name 4 d wilderness camp. d problem now is, d name list not yet come out, so v all stil duno whether v hav been chosen or nt.. yo.. i hate d feeling of waiting.. bt actually, if im not been chosen, i wont b upset! bcoz i can go HOME!! some plc that i miss it so much!!!

Im so boring stay over here la.. these few days i really did nth.. loitering here n there.. after d mid sem exam really din study much d. aiks.. oh yea, talk abt my UPS, aiks!!! Y I can b so carelss?? Plus minus oso wrong!!! WONG YIE WAN!!! NO MORE CARELESS K!!! only UPS u cant do well d.. wat more if final le??? Yo.. such stupid mistakes even small small kids oso knw d answer k!!!

Boring Days

2008-05-31T20:01:00.003+08:00

2day i feel vr boring.. wonder y as i always hope that weekend wil come faster thn only i can sleep until vr late in d morning. no more roti canai k!! coz laz week i woke up so early, get ready 2 hav roti canai as my breakfaz, bt whn v reach there v can only c d stal there.. zzz..

i'm wondering wat i can do 2mr.. aiks.. feel so sick wif this stuff.. i feel vr lazy 2 read n update d tuto assignment, n oso d shit presentation n public speaking! i dun like 2 do al those preparation! i wonder hw i can b so lazy.. lain, i broke our promice.. ur proverbs seems no affect on me.. haiz.. i'll try 2 b more hardwork la k 2mr.. bt it's hard.. aiks..

Oh yea, i suddenly thk of 1 thing 2 do 2mr! CYCLING!! haha.. bt actually v went there many times b4 2 az 4 d permission 2 get d bicycle, bt thn d counter is closed! aiks.. i wonder y they muy so many bicycle n jz put over there.. i tried 2 search 4 some1 unlocked, n i found 1. bt sad 2 say that its tyres is poncet 1!! aiks.. so laz week v jz go 4 a jog. thn hw abt this week? add on they al r going home except 1 of my frd staying here.. aiks.. sienz gong..

Laz nite i slept quite early, abt 10pm. coz 2day my 1st claz was canceled, so i can wake up later at abt 7.30am. so i thk this wil b my longest sleep since i come here.. so after claz i plan 2 do many things. 1stly washing my clothesss, thn taking bath, update tuto hw, revise lecture, prepare 4 eng presentation, doing dinamika kemahiran kertas kerja(mz b in 5 pages long), moral presentation(d sub 1), n d laz 1, SLEEP!! bt, u knw.. since i always like 2 break d rules, sure i'm impossible 2 fin al this stuff!! i skip many u knw! precisely is frm taking bath 2 sleeping!! haiz.. u knw wat.. washing clothes r too tiring!! my backbones nearly break into half.. there is washing machines here.. bt it spends rm2.50. i stil hv 2 save money 4 buying d juice evryday.. since there r no fruits here.. bt lately there is fruits selling here in our b2 cafe.. bt 1 smal oxidisED apple cost rm1! siao.. i thk peel fresh is more worthy k..

Bt nvm, i'll b going back vr soon d!!! i'm realy looking 4wards 2 that day coming!! haha.. KB!! I'M COMING!!! haha.. :)

my 1st blog in KMPH

2008-05-31T20:01:00.002+08:00

Abt kmph, jz can tel u guys 1 simple word--aiks..

How hard i wish 2 go back 2 kb!!! i miss everything in my hometown! my family, room, n especially d food!!! wow!! god!! u guys knw hw terrible is d food here?! aiks.. too hard 2 describe!!! everyday almost eat d same things! haiz.. n no fruits selling here.. haiz.. so everytime outing sure wil buy some n keep up 2 almost 1 week.. haiz.. c.. so pity!!

Abt d claz.. d same word--AIKSSss.. every mon n tues my claz end at 5pm, thn others at 4pm. oh no, i like d most wed! coz it ends at 3pm!! i can come back vr early n take my bath!! u knw wat.. wearing b.kurung is sth really molesting 2 all of us!! it's too HOT!!! OMG!!! add on, some of u never wear it sure duno.. it's too inconvinience!! whn v go up d staircase, sure v mz hold up d dress, i mean d lower part of d baju kurung.. coz according 2 our experiencessss, sure u'll step on it n most possible wil fall down bcoz of it!! in fact it's my own experience! aiks.. so paise gongz!!! in front of so many ppl!! v all r rushing 2 another tutorial claz.. coz d timetablez r too pact, n d place frm 1 to another is not near k.. some lecturer is gud, she wil consider abt d students, so wil let us go out 5 minutes earlier, bt thn some r too poor! aiks.. so v hv 2 race wif d time!! haiz.. 1 more thing, my maths tutorial lecturer is vr lazy!! everytime v duno hw 2 do thn az him, he sure wil sd this 1 so eZ oso duno ar.. heh!! i so beh tong wif his words!! d 1st time v entre 7 minutes late (according 2 him la) 2 his claz, he az us 2 stand up n dun let v sit down.. like stil in primary scl.. haiz.. bt sad 2 say that, he is kelantanese.. haiz..

Oh yea, d malays clasmates n d lecturers always think that our chinese all beng beng 1 le.. they al yes bt not me k.. haiz.. like gt 1 time, our chem tuto has a quiz, gt 20 ques all of them. thn after v mark d paper, d lecturer az who among of us gt all correct, gt 1 ppl in my claz, bt not me k!! thn d lecturer az me: yie wan, awak tidak betul semua ke? OMG!!! so paise gongz!! haiz.. -.-

In conclusion, here is soooo AIKSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Majlis Penyampaian Hadiah

2008-04-30T20:03:00.002+08:00

2day i went 2 my ex-school 2 take d award as i did quite well in d spm. yestday i jz went 2 billion 2 buy a kameja shirt 4 this as they sd v mz in formal 2 attend this ceremony.. who knws.. u knw hw much only i gt? RM100. aiks.. unbelievable!! haha.. coz laz time v gt RM150 4 pmr. i thk they r really weird. wat 4 pmr student needs so much? as it's easier 2 score compared 2 spm. n they dun nd so much since f4 n f5 stil in d scl wat.. bt after grad frm f5 v really need money 4 all those study stuff 2 further our studies wat.. aiks.. no idea.. chung hwa u knw.. chung hwa.. speechless.. Zzz..

In another word, i really regret 2 attend 2 d scl this morning.. Zzz.. -.-

SWEET SWEET DAYS

2008-04-27T00:24:00.003+08:00

Laz thurs was really a crazy day 4 me.. i wonder whn v can b like that again.. jokes 2gader, laugh 2gader n crazy 2gader..

That was a rainy day.. d whole day kept raining.. d climate was so bad.. normally, i hope that every day keep raining n raining, thn it wil b my gud sleeping time. bt that day should b a sunny day wat.. it was a special day for 4 of us.. abt 1.30pm, i went 2 my rented houz there n preparing d things n changing cushion cover.. cover? haha.. a bit weird.. bt duno wat 2 call actually.. hehe.. thn later lian n line arrived.. thn later ping reached.. line start 2 sweep d floor, i took a big black plastic bag 2 keep all d rubbish away, ping n lian? i duno wat they r doing that time actually.. hehe.. thn suddenly, line shout vr loudly n v found out wat was happening.. she discovered a snake!! precisely is d fake 1 dun worry... sure is my bro's gud job!! i directly hide inside my sis's room n lock d door.. asked thm 2 hide it 1st.. hiuuh.. i dare not 2 c it.. even d tail. yucksss!!! so disgusting!! god!!

Later, v really had nth 2 do n were so free, not yet hungry (line yes, i wonder she had her dinner or nt). so v started 2 play lian's monopoly.. 1st time i saw there was 1dollar in monopoly game.. haha.. thn whn v jz can b millionaire? haha.. b d banker mayb.. hehe.. erm.. vr proud 2 say that, i win d game!! haha.. ping n line owed me many money, bt they din sell their land.. i oso wonder y my land can b so strategic.. every1 sure wil step it even my land not as much as theirs.. haha.. after that v played UNO n porker.. i jz realized that line duno hw 2 play cho tai ti.. haha..

Thn later v started 2 cook our dinner.. not cook actually.. jz boiled d soup n add in lots of chicken powder.. vr unhealthy i knw.. hehe.. bt nvm.. eat it once in a blue moon (actually d next morning v eat it again coz v cook maggi as our breakfaz) hehe.. i cook d soup, ping n line cut n wash d veges, lian? duno.. haha.. cut some wash some cook some i thk.. haha.. thn v started 2 had our dinner.. finally.. haha.. there were lots of things on d table until there was no place 2 put d extra plates.. d meat n d prawns mz share d same plate.. finally.. get started wif our meal!! v eat n eat n eat.. n lian jz ate her ball n jagung.. thn she get full vr faz.. ping kept sweating.. v all wonder y she's so hot.. as d vapour was blowing 2wards line.. haha.. they get full vr eZ.. i still eat non stop.. haha.. d soup bcame thicker n thicker.. coz lian put some jagung powder 2 make d meat smoother.. bt once it contact wif water+heat, it wil make d soup bcome thick. haha.. it really looked like shark fins' soup! haha..

V finished our dinner at abt 9pm!! haha.. v took so long 2 eat.. haha.. thn continued our saidina! haha.. ping win d game.. line bankrap again.. haha.. thn i was d 2nd 1 who bankrap.. haha.. v sd b4, v cant sleep 4 whole nite! who sleep thn v dun 1 2 frd wif her.. haha. childish? yea v r!! haha.. laz time v sd so, bt once i entered d bedroom my eyes wil automatically close up.. so, v decided not 2 go in d bedroom! stay in d living room 4 d whole nite!! n v did it!! v really din sleep 4 d whole nite!! v kept talking n laughing.. v talked abt d pass, thn back 2 nw, thn back 2 d pas again.. haha.. i thk d neighbours wil really tot v r crazy.. y dun nd 2 sleep n yet, gt so many energy 2 laugh so loudly.. haha.. in fact, 1 nite is not enough 4 us 2 talk abt every incident that happened frm d day v knw each other until nw.. coz there r really too many things 2 say.. haha..

I admit that v r really crazy..who knws that wat can v play wif our legs? haha.. v recorded it down.. even jz nw i watch that video clip that lian jz send it 2 me (i wonder it spent hw many hours jz finish sending) it feels great!! haha.. i keep laughing alone.. really cute.. haha.. if v tel others v r 18 this yr, i wonder hw many ppl wil believe us.. haha.. CHILDISH I KNW!! haha..

V had been waiting so long 4 d sun 2 come out.. it made me recal back a song that v learnt in d primary scl.. a nice song.. haha.. v went out 2 play badminton n absorb refreshing air.. haha.. really tiring man.. until v felt a bit hungry.. n i promised thm wanna cook breakfaz 4 thm.. so v jz went into d houz n started preparing our breakfaz--maggi mee goreng!! haha.. oh yea, +1 boiled egg! hehe.. after that gues wat v do? not others, play saidina again.. haha.. guess who win this round? yeah.. lian win it.. finally.. haha.. who was d 1st 1 who bankrap? no nd 2 guess, line again!! kaka.. a realy poor guy.. haha.. nvm line, d fact wil not b like that is ok d.. haha..

Line returned home at abt 10.30am coz she's going 2 kl d next day.. n preparing her things 4 d interview.. fighting yea!! hope u all d best in ur interview this monday!!! thn ping back 1st, lian acc me until 12pm.. thn after that i took bath n preparing 2 go 2 kbmal coz i hv a date wif another grp of my gud frds.. actually that time i was vr tired.. i really wanna cal thm n tel thm i dun 1 2 go.. bt i knw they sure wil kill me!! haha.. so i jz took a short nap.. a really short short nap.. n set my alarm 2 wake me up after half a hour.. who knws.. eet ying gv me a cal. aiks.. so geram.. thn later my parents arrived, i stil hd 2 wait thm 2 keep all d things 1st jz set up 2 kbmal.. whn i reached there, i cant find thm, n finally met thm at mcD. i saw a muhibah cake on d table, n they gv me a big present.. i jz knw that they actually go there 4 a long time 2 preparing these things 4 me.. chuey sien told me she n ling fei r there b4 d kbmal was opened.. yo.. they took early bus 2 here 2 celebrate bd 4 me.. so touching.. after that v moved into d mcD n took a seat.. there were so many ppl.. oh yea, i met xue chia too wif her frds.. maria borrowed a lighter frm d mcD worker 2 light up d candles, thn i made a wish! wat wish? haha.. cannot tel u guys 1st.. if it really comes true i'll tel u all thn.. hehe.. v wonder y d candles melt so faz.. v jz took a few picture n blew it off.. chocolate banana!! they sd they chose really long 4 that cake.. really thx yea guys!! i really love it.. my eyes really cant open that time.. bt talk quite lot too.. hehe..

After that v go upstairs 2 had a walk.. thn v went 2 First Lady 2 c d baju kurung n kebaya.. coz theng2 n chuey sien not yet buy it 4 d matrik.. actually many things 2 prepared 4 d matrik bt v not yet done.. 15days 2 go.. haiz.. n v met yi wen there, n Nik Aziz!! haha.. after that v went 2 yong tai n some other shops.. v all were really tired, so jz went downstairs by lift.. y? coz hui san scared escalater!! haha.. a really weird guy.. haha.. hui san, ling fei n i sitting d long bench outside d bakery shop there 4 quite long while d rest of them went 2 c d shoes n all that.. abt 5++ i jz went back home n so wif thm.. maria, ling fei n chuey sien going home by bus again..

Finally, i was home n can hv my eyes shut! haha.. although i was really tired, n no energy at all.. i was really happy!! in everything that happened in this 1 n a half days!! thx 2 u guys.. ping, line, lian, hui san, chuey sien, ling fei, maria, theng2.. 4 everything!!! i'll nvr 4get every moments that v shared it 2gader!!! i promised!! :)

I've decided!!

2008-04-20T17:49:00.000+08:00

Finally.. i wonder hw many days i din blog. coz i jz duno wat should i mention in this blog other thn blur!! blur!! blur!! bt nw, i'm going 2 tel u guys! I'VE ALDY DECIDED!!! n this wil b my laz decision! i wont change it anymore!! (hopefully yea) hymm.. i wil go 4 matrik.

Y i'll choose matrik? tel u guys.. i oso not sure that this is d correct decision or nt. as every1 keep telling me d different things! i was so blur 4 these few days.. i thk it over n over.. n finally.. end up wif matrik. i hope that my decision wil b gud 4 my future.. another reason y i choose matrik.. is that i 1 2 try once more petronas!! i'm so beh kam guan i cant get it!! frankly, i check d petronas on9 sponsorship everyday.. coz i hope that there r miracles 2 happen! i 1 2 c d word Tahniah frm d petronas! so, i'm going 2 try it once more!! by using d matric certs. so, petronas! wait 4 me.. i'll b back after 1 yr later!! haha.. besides, i stil not sure that izzit a wise choise 4 me 2 go 4 civil.. i need 1 more yr time 2 make sure that wat actually i 1 n wont make me regret after this. n wif matrik, i hv this chance n it's d savest n fastest way 4 me..

Jz now ping sms me n tel me that d jpa list can b known nw.. coz d students in her mum's scl is going 2 japan soon.. wow! that time i was so panic.. i quickly put down d doraemon comic n rush 2 open d laptop! bt sad 2 say that.. u r mistakan ping.. d list is jz 4 those who r applying 4 d programme in d japan n french only.. hiuuh... feel so relieve after that.. coz i'm not going 2 accept 1 more cruelly fact yet.. hehe.. sincerely, i really hope that i can get jpa.. bt d chances is too minute.. until i cant even c it.. so, i'm not going 2 dream anymore.. bt if i get it, thn i no nd 2 worry anymore!! dreaming again?? aiks.. sry sry.. hehe..

So guys, i've decided it!! dun tel me d things that make me blur again k.. enough 4 me 2 suffer so many days.. i'm going 2 leave my sweet sweet home.. n all my family members.. eh, wait! leave? nono.. not that serious la yea.. hehe.. n i'll b back vr soon!! coz hv 2 attend my sis's wedding dinner!! i sure going home 1!! coz i 1 2 witness d most important moment of my sis!!! i'm sure she wil b d prettiest bride that i'd nvr seen!!! haha..

I aldy did some preparation 2 go 2 study.. erm.. 4 example.. i say gud bye 2 my mum n dad everyday as an usual practice!! haha.. jz 2 make thm 2 b accustomed 2 it.. haha.. n surprisingly, 2day whn i was lying there n watching television, my mum asked me izzit sure that i'm going 2 matrik. undoubtedly, i sd yes. n she sd bye bye 2 me le.. haha.. c.. my mum is so cute!!! haha.. n i had aldy bought 2 pairs of cloth 2 do baju kurung n 1 for baju kebaya.. haha.. i knw wif my skin colour, other ppl who duno me sure wil thk that i'm 100% malay girl! aiks.. haha.. nvm.. i used 2 it.. haha..

Matrik? or uniten?

2008-04-16T12:32:00.000+08:00

i got d matrik!! should i b happy? aiks..

2day i woke up quite early.. knw y? coz too panic wif d matrik list.. once i woke up thn direct open d pc n on9.. lian send me d link 2 check d list.. i felt so panic... hands were so cold n nearly shivering.. once i entered my ic num, i took in a deep breath n pressed entre. god! i saw d word Tahniah! my mind turned into blank, n finally get it back, n jz told wif a sigh.. no excited feeling! thn later i told my frd.. duno i should b happy or down.. they all sd sure mz b happy! it's not eZ.. n i'm vr lucky! en.. thn i felt beter.. as every1 was congrating me n some 1 is so envy that i can get it.. erm.. my brain told me that i should b happy.. en.. mayb i should b like that.. so i jz kept telling myself i'm happy..

thn later, i offline n thn go n took bath all that.. i thk it over n over.. i missed my way.. turned 2 b vr blur.. even whn i was brushing my teeth, my dad asked me that y i looked so sad.. perhaps my face told every1 that i'm not happy that i get it.. n even my heart.. it tells me that it is not happy actually.. it's wondering!! duno should go 4 foundation in uniten or matrik.. if i go 2 matrik, i can save a lot! n no nd 2 take loan.. bt thn according 2 others, its quality is bad.. d students that come out from matrik they find it vr difficult 2 cope wif d sylabii of d 1st yr in their degree.. obviously.. their standards r lower much if compared 2 others.. sigh.. does it mean that i should go 2 uniten is beter? bt i nd 2 pay more.. n even take d ptptn loan.. bt if uniten.. i can c my future way quite clear.. i knw wat i'm going 2 do.. bt thn.. aiks..

So hinn.. i duno wat i do is jz can b considered as a corect decision.. n no 1 can tel me that.. feel so bad.. aiks.. getting lost.. -.-'

台湾之旅

2008-04-15T13:32:00.000+08:00

为了配合以上的主题，我决定今天的部落格使用华语来写。。呵呵。。有点不太习惯，毕竟华语在我这次的SPM跌得很惨，甚至有点出乎预料。没办法啊，事实还是得接受。嗯。。废话不多说！今天的主题，可精彩了！！哈哈。。

我姐昨天刚从台湾回来，买了一大堆东西。一大KOTAK的零嘴，再一大袋的纪念品。我是不太期待她买了什么东西给我，因为上次她去日本和韩国也没买什么特别的。但是这次各位知道她买了什么给我吗？出乎意料的！一套小佯装！是一套及膝以上的小佯装！晕。。也太不了解我了吧。。我怎么可能会穿咧？晕。。她说我必须穿这件出席她的结婚典礼。晕。。怎么可能？唉。。和我平常的形象未免也差太远了吧！拜托。。哈哈。。但是还满高兴有礼物拿的（好过没有！〕呵呵。。

哦！要介绍台湾的几个小吃给大家！小铁蛋！我听是听过，看倒是没看过。这次真的让我大开''嘴''界了！哈哈。。它的味道怎么样？其实有点类似我们这里的HONG BAK！哈哈。。只不过它是小鹌鹑蛋，而且很硬！怪不得叫作铁蛋！接下来我要介绍我最爱吃的总统饼！哈哈。。听它的名字就不简单了。哈哈。。它只能用一句话来形容！赞啦！！哈哈。。它的外皮非常绵密！而且很薄很细！很顺口！它的内陷更是不用说！里面还有绿茶＋咸蛋黄！哇！赞赞赞！！！哈哈。。还有那里的凤梨酥，宜兰特产！还是九份？唉。。不重要！哈哈。。重要的是它的口感！顺啦朋友！！（五佰名言〕哈哈。。还有牛舌饼，梅之果，小米麻薯！还有礁溪温泉养生蛋－皮蛋！我姐买了一盒。味道如何？还没尝过。呵呵。。

但是，我姐说啊。。还是韩国最好玩！！哈哈。。

Civil Engineering

2008-04-14T16:11:00.000+08:00

2day i going 2 search abt d civil eng again.. civil not only design abt d contruction of building, water damns n roads all that.. civil stil can b involve in vr wide range.. coz it can be divided into many fields yet.. like structural eng, environmental eng, hydraulic eng, geotechnical eng n many more.. n i thk that i can knw more details wat civil engineers actualy do nw.. so.. if nth special happen, i thk i'll go 2 uniten 4 its foundation.. hopefuly every thing wil go smoothly.. perhaps some 1 wil thk that i actually not yet thk carefully 4 it.. n jz bcoz of d reputation so that i choose engineering.. bt plz.. if like that thn i mz go 4 medic or lawyer perhaps.. i wont b that stupid 1 k.. d prestige is not everything.. it may play some roles 4 me in choosing d course.. bt not all k.. aiks.. n i dun 1 myself 2 thk too much! coz it wil bring nth 2 me in d end.. by d way, i'm appreciate u guys gv d precious opinion 2 me, bt sry if i had said sth that u dun like it.. u knw i'm talking abt u.. chuey sien.. hehe.. really la.. dun thk 2 much.. n i 1 2 tel u that, utar got chemical eng 4 d degree..

2day lian gv me a maths ques..
This is a 5th grade math problem.
If you can't stand word math problems, just delete now.
If you can open the spreadsheet, you'll see it's a very small list of people who have gotten the correct number.
This is not a trick question.
This is a real math problem so don't say that a bus has no legs.

There are 7 girls in a bus. = 14 legs
Each girl has 7 backpacks. = 49 bags
In each backpack, there are 7 big cats.
For every big cat there are 7 little cats.

Question: How many legs are there in the bus?

A gud ques! haha.. can b used 2 wake our mind up n vr glad 2 say that, i get d correct answer!! haha.. i jz realised that my brain not yet rusting! haha.. erm.. 1 2 knw d correct answer? b patient guys.. calculate it ur own 1st.. d answer i'll tel u later.. dun scroll down har.. mz b sincere 2 urself k..

Erm.. back 2 my problem.. oh ya, yestday i sd wana write a blog abt my frds.. bt thn i'm quite lazy nw.. hehe.. next time mayb.. haha.. my 'next time' no time limited 1 k.. haha.. dun worry la.. i wont 4get u guys even if i dun write it down.. everything is inside my heart.. haha.. yerr.. quite not so comfortable saying such things.. haha.. hui san.. i wonder hw u can make it.. haha..

Erm.. k la.. wana stop blogging nw.. tel u guys d answer.. d answer is....... haha.. d answer is........IN MY NEXT POST!!! haha.. blekk... :p

my stomach...

2008-04-13T13:52:00.000+08:00

2day i woke up quite early.. 11am.. coz my stomach vr pain.. cant stand it n direct rush 2 d toilet.. aiks.. until nw.. it doesn't beter.. or even worsen.. haihz.. my lunch.. seems like mz give up u 2day.. bt quite hungry nw..

My mum told me that there's a teacher calls me in d morning.. miss lim or lee she's not sure.. ask me 2 go 2 d scl 4 a meeting.. n mz bring along some documents.. n d terrible thing is that she 4got wat's that doc apart frm d results.. aiks.. my mum.. like me.. always eZ 2 4got things.. bad memory.. i asked some of my frds.. they sd no teacher calling them.. n some sd mayb is asking me 2 go 4 d majlis penyampaian hadiah.. aiks.. paise gongz.. every1 is looking at u n sure gossiping n complaining ur attire, hair look n everything whn u r walking up 2 d stage.. this is 4 sure coz i did it laz few years whn ex-students back 2 d scl 2 receive d money.. keep gossiping them.. i knw i was wrong nw.. aiks.. bt i wont let it happens on me! haha.. i'm sure that would b d longest distance i had ever walk in this life.. haha.. so.. NO WAY!!! i wont do d paise things again n nvr let it happens in d scl again.. as i had aldy done it once.. n that i'll nvr 4get it!! or perhaps not only once.. erm.. 4 times overall n everytime is in d same venue--d stadium! aiks.. so, i promised myself tht i wont let it 2 hapen again! haha.. so.. meeting? mayb i'll go 4 it.. bt thn majlis penyampaian? NO WAY!!! haha.. actually i oso not yet sure whether it's d meeting abt d majlis penyampaian or nt.. they jz guess only.. wat if nt? thn i'll b vr paise d coz mention so much in my blog here.. haha..

y r YOU raining yesterday?

2008-04-12T16:31:00.000+08:00

I did drive 2 p.mas yesterday, bt thn jz until half of d way.. coz it's raining! aiks.. siitt.. n d sad thing is that i dare not 2 drive in d rain.. coz of my bad eye sight.. i cant c vr clear during raining, n that makes me feel more panic.. i jz cant sure whether there's car or not in front of me.. izzit vr over? yaya.. i did exaggerate a bit la k.. hehe.. bt sth 2 make me happy, is that my dad praise me my driving skill improve a bit d.. wow! haha. thn i keep asking hin whn can i drive alone n bring my frds out. he jz kept silence.. n told me: ku loi.. (still long) aiks.. i knw la.. actually i dun discover that i hv any improvement.. ya mayb bcoz i not that scared of d cars d.. i can easily overcut 2 their lanes!! finally.. haha..

2day i received et ying's cal, ask me 2 check d petronas schship, whether i get it or nt.. i was so scared that time.. my heart keep beating fast! b4 enter d kata laluan, i took in deep deep breath, jz 2 calm me down.. bt thn d result is too make me feel so down.. i dun get it.. aiks.. my hope bubbles off.. that 1 is i hope d most i can get it.. bt d fact tels me that i fail.. that time i got a lot of question marks inside my mind.. i jz wonder that y my results can b go 2 waste.. it not supposed 2 b like this.. this world is not fair.. bt thn later, after calm down.. i jz realized that d things r like that, everythings is jz out of our controls.. u could hardly get wat u 1.. instead, d things that u not really 1 wil automatically appear n let u choose.. d most decisive thing is our LUCK! it's too important.. wherever u go, or watever u do, u need it d most! this is d fact! that every1 should accept it! n finally i did.. i accept it.. n no more complaints.. or even some.. jz dun show it.. as a comfort 2 myself..

oh yea.. laz thurs nite i went 2 airport in d 12 of d midnite.. haha.. wat 4? shuang! haha.. my dad jz came back from plying badminton.. n my mum n i were 2 bored jz stay at home 4 d whole day.. so v ask him 2 bring us out.. makan angin.. haha.. bt thn whn v reach there, d main door was closed.. aiks.. cant get in.. thn v jz turned back n return home.. bt nvm.. i not really 1 2 go down even if d doors r opened.. hehe.. coz i jz 1 2 sit in d cars n enjoy looking at d PLEASANT view.. haha..

Phobia..

2008-04-11T12:55:00.001+08:00

Gud luck 2 me thn!!! coz later i hv 2 drive 2 bring my parents 2 p.mas.. haha.. cool man.. even that is normal 4 me.. bt thn too long i dun drive since i worked for that 9 days.. big road is ok 4 me.. bt i really scared whn i reach d town.. there r so many cars!! n i scared cars!!! i gt phobia i knw.. 2 cars?? aiks.. feel so sicks wif this.. haihz.. this is bcoz got 1 time whn i'm driving, there was a car in front of me, it suddenly stops n i dare not 2 overcut it n cut into d right lane which was many cars n they drive quite faz that time.. so i jz brake my car n stuck at there.. thn another SHIT car drove so faz behind of me n brake his car suddenly.. he was vr furious n hon me vr loudly! i get a great shock that time! @#$%#@*$%%# n suddenly turn into blank.. after that i directly exchanged d place wif my dad.. OMG!!! it feels so bad.. aiks..

2day i jz hope that everything jz goes smoothly... n no such SHIT cars anymore on d road! this is called ROAD POLLUTION! never hear? nvm.. u knw it nw.. haha.. 1 more thing got 2 tel u guys! my fastest speed on d road is 80km/j!!! haha.. izzit cool? haha.. bt 2day i'm going 2 break my record! if possible.. coz my dad laz time he scolded me that not yet knw hw 2 drive, bt thn 1 2 race on d road d.. haha.. if no cars k.. u tot i'm so brave? ur daughter vr timid 1.. haha..

CRAB!!! CRAB!!! CRAB!!!

2008-04-10T16:14:00.000+08:00

2day my mum bought crabsss 4 me!!!! haha... so happy o!!! u guys knw wat? only crab wat.. normal things.. wat 2 happy? haha.. u r wrong!!! haha.. crabs r my favourite food overall!!! i love it too much!!! haha.. bt thn, sad 2 say that, my mum does not 1 2 buy 4 me.. knw wat? coz she dun 1 2 杀生！aiks.. feel so sick wif her.. bt thn 2day she buy it 4 me le! haha.. coz she say that i too long dun eat.. pity me.. hehe.. bt is my dad did all le.. haha.. he cleaned it n ermm.. kill them.. aiks.. not that v r cruel la k.. bt others wil oso eat them wat.. even u go 2 restaurants, theyll oso kill them.. only that they dun show it 2 u.. normal thing k.. like this i comfort myself.. haha..

erm.. 2day is another boring day!!! aiks.. hw long i mz live 4 this kind of life? ya i need rest.. bt not d whole day k!!! aiks.. frds.. i knw i was wrong laz time keep on complaining during d scl time.. i should b glad that i'm bZ actually that time.. haihz..

2day lian pass her driving test eh! haha.. bt thn she cheated me that she fail it.. i dun believe her at d beginning. bt thn she say it vr seriously.. i jz thk that mayb hv wat accident or her luck is not that gud 2day.. coz i knw if normaly wif her skill, sure she can did it vr well 1! finally she jz tels me she cheats me! heh! tan lii lian! i knw it! ur 心理测验 not accurate 1 le.. c.. u r cheating.. 4 fun? every1 cheats is 4 fun wat.. haha.. u r not that honest as i tot le. so bad.. haha... anyway.. u owe me a meal.. :p

COOKING FUN!!!

2008-04-09T15:40:00.000+08:00

2day i woke up at 11am. earliear thn yestday a bit.. hehe.. 2day i help my mum 2 cook.. my sis off 2day, she suddenly 1 2 eat porridge, so v jz obey her, since she's so pity whn working, mz eat at outside, i knw that feeling! it feels so bad! eat until duno wat 2 eat.. siitt.. so i help my mum 2 fry egg n vege..

2mr my sis going 2 taiwan! it's fun! i oso 1 2 follow her.. bt thn laz time i tot i mz go 2 ns, so jz cancel it.. aiks... if i knw i no nd 2 go 2 ns, thn i can go oso le! haihz... it's my fate! feel so sad.. they sd if i study hard thn next time i oso can go by my own.. bt who knws... nw i jz feel like such that NO INSURANCE abt my future.. aiks...

STOP IT!!! cant talk abt d sad things anymore!!! okok!! erm.. bt thn nth else 2 talk.. k la.. stop writting loo...

sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................

-.-'

USELESS PARASITE!!!!

2008-04-07T15:51:00.000+08:00

Nw i am! aiks... i dun like this kind of life! doing nth! loitering around... is this a man? NO!!!

I suddenly think of d study things... abt where 2 go thn... more i hate myself... coz until nw i still duno wat i want. wat i'm actually waiting 4? i duno... every1 keep asking me where i'm going 2 after this? wat course i'm going 2 take? any scholarship i get since my result is quite gud.. i duno... i dun hv those answers in my mind! or mayb yes, is jz that i dun 1 2 thk abt it! whn i heard of those ques, i'll stop myself 2 thk of it. y?? this is not me!! i wont b like this!! bt thn d fact shows that i am!! i am timid!! WONG YIE WAN IS A COWARD!!! i dare not 2 imagine abt my future! i dare not 2 make a decision! i dare not 2 confirm which path i supposed 2 take after this! i'm not that brave that every1 else used 2 thk! i'm not!

aiks.. y suddenly i bcome like this? mayb bcoz of this sucks music that i'm listening... feel so sad... i cant c d way in front of me... not even 1...

FEEL FREE!!! bt a bit boring....

2008-04-06T14:34:00.000+08:00

D promotion is over.. finally... i tot i'll b vr happy n feel relieve.. bt thn d feeling jz like b deducted half of it.. haha.. i oso duno y... i jz knw i dun like 2 b a pig.. i tot i enjoyed it b4 i start working.. can wake up vr late in d MORNING (my morning start from 2pm b4 this), n on9 chatting wif frds.. thn watching tv shows.. that is fun 2 live a PIG life!!! i jz discovered that i'm actually not. i prefer 2 b a human, an ordinary human. haha... i'm NORMAL!!!

"kak, sekarang christian dior sedang buat promotion. kalau kak beli voucher ini...."

No more tis words.. haha.. i damn miss my mc flurry le... like addicted wif it d.. haha.. bt every meal can eat my mum's cooking is d most sweet thing in d world!!! McDonald oso mz stand aside!! wahaha...

i gt take d picture le.. like shit!!! haha.. i thk this wil b d most spacial things whn i'm 18. haha.. n i'm sure, i wont do it 4 d 2nd time!! frd.. u guys 1 2 c d picture? NO WAY!!! haha.. i'll hide it somewhere no 1 can find it... haha...

Oh yea!! yestday v met d A MA in d I'M NOT STUPID eh!! n i gt take a photo wif her 2.. haha.. she's so cute la... pade MAC!!! b scolded by A MA!!! u really my idol la A MA!!! help me 2 bom that jin yan MAC!!! haha.. thx yea... :) so be tahan wif his face!!! tot he's lenglui hio... so proud.. haha...

Overall, i vr enjoy 2 work 4 this 9 days!! n quite pity my sis... bt nvm... like wat pauline sd, GOD wil gv her star!! if 5 stars is ful, i 1 she gets 4 n a half!! thn another half left 4 me!!! haha... :p

先凶后吉？？？YOU got it!!!! haha.....

2008-03-28T00:03:00.000+08:00

i got 2 go 2 interview for jpa!!!! yeah!!!! haha.. it's hard 2 express my feelingssssssssssssss.. coz in 1 day 1 bad news n 1 GOOD news!!! wahaha.. d bad 1 i hd aldy mentined in d previous blog, n i dun 1 mention even a word of bad things here!!! haha....

jpa.. jpa.. i knw u r hard 2 get le... bt can u gv me a chance? i promise!!! if i get it, i'll really strive 4 d best and make every endeavour!!! sure!!! bt thn there r so many ppl r being offered 4 interview.. could i make it?? my english is so sucksss... aiks... use chinese 2 interview can?? wahaha.. i knw it is impossible k... jz 2 comfort me.. k la.. it doesn't really work... haha...

eh... got 2 take half day lift 4 d interview... aiks... d supervisor... dun fire me yea... i jz knw it le.. aiks... hui san jz told me laz year oso many hav been called 4 interview.. bt thn jz 7 ppl who got it... swt... wat more this year lose in d election??? aiks.... and v hv 2 take exam on9 oso le... can ask others or not?? haha.. coz all my knowledge aldy return 2 d teachers le... aiks... even simple question like differentiation i oso duno hw 2 solve it d.. aiks.... =.="

laz few weeks i went 2 temple 2 pray.. n i had 求签, d 签i get is num 36 (中签) it said:"i jz lack of sth.. and everything is alright thn... n d words that i rmb d most:先凶后吉. wahaha... BINGO!!! wat an accurate temple... haha.. hopefully my 吉 wil jz go on n on.... dun stop k!!!! wahaha... THANKS GOD!!!! A MI TUO FO....

失败了。。。

2008-03-27T09:55:00.000+08:00

aiks... damn upset now... wait 4 so long so long d tnb scholarship cant get it oso.... haihz.. izzit means that i mz go 2 kbu? =.=" feeling so bad...

bt if thk more... it's ok wat.. izzit? izzit ok? aiks... i duno even hw 2 comfort myself... haihz.... suan le la...

CANNOT!!!! i cant b like this!!!! this is not me!!!! they dun offer 2 me is their rugi!!! hymm!! sure!!!! heh!!! ur scl wil less 1 excellent student i tel u!!! feel regret le... wahaha... i wont let me down bcoz of u 1 k!!!! heh!!! i'll do my best if u offer me.. bt nw u dont!!! FINE!!! suan lo... who rugi stil duno loi eh!!! blekk!!! :P

SHIT XNB!!!!!!!

2008-03-26T17:12:00.000+08:00

i'm so angry now la!!!!!! shit xnb!!! make me cant sleep 4 whole nite!!!! until now jz says

"Harap maaf di atas sebab-sebab yang tidak dapat dielakkan, keputusan permohonan Biasiswa Uniten hanya akan dimaklumkan pada 27 Mac 2008 (selepas pukul 9 pagi)."

heh!!!! wat d hell man?!?!?! wat nonsence r u talking?????????????? did u knw bcoz of ur 1 word can make ppl suffer A LOTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm 1 of them!!!! can u b a bit considerate???????????? thk much 4 others kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thn?????????? i no nd 2 sleep d le 2nite!!!!! aiksssssssssssssssss...........

=.="

actually, if i dun get d tnb schship, should i go 4 uniten or nt? if go kbu no nd 2 pay wor... bt thn i mz go 2 utar 2 continue my degree.. utar ... utar wor... y every1 says utar is no gud? bt if i go 2 uniten, thn i mz pay d foundation fees on my own wor... aiks.. where 2 get $$ ??? aiksss..... $$$ money money money 钱钱钱 where r u le??????? aiks...... bt they sd uniten is gud le.. izzit??? any1 can tel me wat m i going 2 do???? wat SHOULD i do???? haihzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............

Good FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-09T00:27:00.000+08:00

"(this is d draft that day i wrote until half n havent post it)
Yestday was gud!!! i woke up in d early of d morning, thn help my dad 2 fix d project thingsssssss... so tired man.. haizz... bt it feels great!! so long i din work 4 sth taht it was meaningful... 3rd aunt ajok us 2 go picnic at bachok beach, n TI BO 1 2 bring her grandchildren go 2.. so v jz pakat go there 2gader!! wow!!! it feels really great!! hw long so many familiessssssssssss go out 2gader!!! i'll rmb that picture 4 always....

1 more thing that i mz mention it.. i FETCH MY DAD 2 THERE!!! i fetch him nu.... haha.. i'm the driver!!! haha.. cool man!!! haha... bt thn, vr shame 2 say that, almost every car behind of me overtake me.. aiks.. paise gongz... =.=' and until d simpang tiga, my dad az me 2 down n change place wif him, coz he sd sure i mz wait until 2mr jz can go out... aiks... ya la ya la.. i knw my driving skill really sucks k....

whn v reach there, start eating n chatting ard.. so hungry la me... do d whole day job bt nt yet having my BREAKFAST... haha... n after that built sand castle n dig a big hole wif my little cousinsss... i got play kite too... i let it fly so high.. bt thn my neck nearly broke... haha.. coz keep on looking at d kite.. besides. i oso hv horse riding le.. cool man!!! haha... bt i dare not 2 let it run 2 faz le... haha... yaya.. i admit that i'm as timid as a hare... haha...

in another word.. this is d COOLLEST FRIDAY i ever had!!!

2moro... Will b another BORING day!!! haizzz....

2008-03-06T01:36:00.000+08:00

2day i went 2 pray in d temple wif my mum, sis, cousin. aunty n my cutie Jun Wei... he's so naughty la... run here n there over every corner inside d temple.. so tired with him... even i scolded him oso doesn't work!! heh!! bt children r like that, who knws hw they thk? perhaps they thk v r wrong being so fierce n dun let them 2 run? bt i realy scared la... nowadays d condition is so bad.. our safety is such that NO INSURANCE.... haha.. v gt 'beat small ppl' eh! haha.. understand wat i sd? haha.. A LONG LONG 'GUD' CHINESE TRADITION... haha.. i ever heard via d tv.. bt really do it.. 2day is d 1st time.. haha.. funny... c.. 2day learn 1 more new thing!! haha.. okok!! decided!! i 1 myself 2 promise that i hv 2 learn at least 1 new thing everyday!!! if more beter of course.. bt 4 nw is quite difficult la... coz jz staying at home koya.. doing nth...

v oso gt go 2 TESCO... my favourite place in kb.. haha.. cant consider it as mall.. coz it's a bit... small mayb?? haha... i went 2 d kids land with wei wei le.. he's so cute la... my sis buy d tokens n put inside d toy car, it will shake rite.. he keep on pleasing us 2 let him out.. haha... so cute... he jz likes 2 stay inside that car n turning around d steering... nth more... thn he'll b vr satisfy with it.. haha... it's SAFE & SAVE rite? haha.. v gt buy a lot of things there.. i bought salmon fish again.. i thk almost everytime i go TESCO i'll buy it.. haha... coz it's really tasty la... n it's eZ 2 cook... n my mum gt buy lamb oso le.. coz it's my dad's favourite.. bt v dun let him eat e.. he's nt feeling well n yet, 1 2 eat such UNHEALTHY FOOD... salmon is beter la...n i thk it's nicer thn lamb chop A LOT k...

Tel u guys... everytime i go 2 TESCO i'll prevent myself frm passing Cintaku.. i willing 2 round a big round instead of walking that shorter row n nearer 2 d escalater... is nt that i dun 1 2 meet my old frds there.. i oso duno actually wat i thk.. it really nth wat... jz that.. hai.. duno hw 2 xplain.. i dun like that feeling mayb... n duno wat responds should i gv if they suddenly look out frm d shop n saw me... smile? this is sure rite... bt i thk my smile wil b vr... HARD mayb? haha... n sometimes whn going up d escalater jz avoiding my vission frm falling on that shop.. pretending looking somewhere else... i tot i'll b vr natural n gv thm a sweet smile mayb... telling thm i'm vr gud n feel free 2 stop working there... bt thn y i jz feel like... a bit guity nw? THK TOO MUCH I KNW!!! haha...

i passed it!!!!! yeahhh!!!!!!

2008-02-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

i finally pass d driving test!!!! yo!!!! it feelss soo great!!! actually i thk i'm vr lucky coz i did a lot of mistakes 2day... bt thn still can pass... haha... gud gud gud!!!!

2moro!!! the most decisive moment!!!

2008-02-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

2mr i'm going 2 hav my driving test... i am so scared la.. coz 2day my performance is vr sucks le... whn i turn on the corner or simpang, i'll sure exceed my lane.. same mistake... hai.. bt 2day i go 2 round road B wif aunty still ok wor... d car nt that smooth la.. bt it's much beter if compared 2 yesterday...

i hope that everything wil go smoothly n i'll past n get my lisence P!!!! gambate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why is my diving skills worsen??

2008-02-26T22:49:00.001+08:00

2day went 2 hv my car practice again... haiz... my performance getting worse le.. really sick with it.. Y y y??? change gear 1 to gear 2 still not smooth yet... what happen?? yestday iwas nt like that wor... it's still ok if i dun improve frm yestday, bt y it wil worsen??? uncle's paoblem?? no la.. yestday i oso drive in his car wat... i thk if it possible, i 1 2 choose road A .. coz road B gt so many turnsss... i cant control d car 2 b slower... always exceed my lane... i knw it's my weakness k... hai... i really dun 1 this 2 happen anymore... pls k... 2mr dun let it happens again k... can i control it?? hopefully lo hor.. y do al of us scared of uncle har?? haha.. like jz nw... whn uncle is coming back.. no 1 willing 2 go 2 round outside wif him.. ceek kin is d funniest!! once she saw uncle's car, she quickly ran away frm there, pretending 1 2 go 2 toilet... haha...bt d toilet is nt that direction... gt d other 1 which is nearer k.. u tot uncle is blind 1 ar? haha.. u nt said 1 2 cheng2 dan1 all meh? haha... so cute... he's... ok la... actually... oso nt that bad la...

2day is ping's bday... v went 2 celebrate in kbmal.. bt v din go 2 our old place d.. went 2 noodles station... lian treats us, she still went 2 buy 2 pieces secret recipes' cake... 1 is her FAVOURITE--TIRAMITSU... haiz... i hate d most that flavour... yucks.. i oso duno y do i so hate d coffee's smell... especially NESCAFE!!! so sucks!!! i wil even feel a bit dizzy after drinking it... among all, i jz knw 2 drink capuccino, coz d milk is more thn coffee smell... still can b accepted...

Hopefully 2mr practicing will b beter k.. i hv no more time 2 let me correct all my mistakess.. pls... everything goes smoothly k.... a mi tuo fo... ya allah... amen... a le lu ya... PLZZZZzzz......

OMG!!!

2008-02-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

Finally can test P 4 my driving license... bt the date is really... sucks la... 28th again?? what happen with this day?? y do all unhappy n scary things happen on the same day??? really sick la!!! haizzzz....

Jz nw went 2 hav my car practicing, my performance.. i quite satisfied with it.. uncle praised my parking skill very good!! i did exact all d points!!! so happy n proud of that.. hehe.. bt i oso gt weakness of course... is that whn i 1 2 turn, i always exceed my lane n over cut others' way... that is mainly because of my coordination is bad la. i admit it k.. coz whenever i b careful with my pedals al that, i sure will 4get 2 look after d stereng.. haiz... bt nw is beter... if compared 2 previous practices la.. n i like 2 drive on the real roads!!! d feeling is so so so... AMAZING!!! i love the most whn there are lots of cars, it jz feels like v r so pro n r d same with d other car drivers!!! feel great!!! jz hui san lo... so pity... ok la... is not that u no good k.. jz u rarely go 2 practise, it wil b fine after 2mr k.. aunty sure wil pay more attention on u 1.. relax yeah.. dun keep urself in bad mood anymore la... JUMP OUT FASTER!!! say cheese... good!!! hehe... :p

2day went 2 there i met many my old friendss!!! it feels good!! v talk n joke around.. hw long i dun hav that feeling.. laz time in scl jz thought that this is vr normal thing.. it happens everyday.. talking n fooling around... bt thn since so long din go 2 scl, i nearly 4got hw it feels... jz nw d feeling is coming back!! haiz.. like wat i said... ppl is like that.. always 1 the things that v cant get it... always dont knw hw 2 APPRECIATE what v had owned nw... come on.. it's nature k... wat 2 do... if it changes, thn v r no more MAN rite.... so, jz accept it!!

Finally...

2008-02-25T00:17:00.000+08:00

Wasting so much time jz 4 choosing the templates... hai.. i'm like that, difficult 2 make a decision, even a small 1.. sth like what 2 eat n where 2 go.. i knw it's my weakness, bt, what 2 do?i cant change it what.. 2day is 25th of Feb, 2008, remember, 2day wil b d 1st day i post all my true feelingsss over here.. so, mark it down!! it wil b my history!! haha.. oh ya, still left 3 more days, the spm results wil b announced!!! hai.. i really scared k!!!!! within this few days, i jz try hard 2 imagine hw would it b at that moment when i receive my result.. wat will happen? wil i cry? or? hw????? i do really 1 2 knw it!!! bt i can knw a bit that my result wil not b that good as what others thought k.. really!!! dun say me ge ge again la pls.. i did d test paper myself, i knw hw far would it go ok.. sometimes i jz 1 u guys 2 listen what i actually thk, that's all.. nth else k.. not that i purposely 2 act i'm vr weak in front u al.. really lar!!! trust me k.. lian, u az me 2 trust u , so u mz believe in me oso la... if u did, drop ur comment 4 me nah.. dun tel me u duno what 2 write again k.. n dun jz simply siad cincai nah!! i kick u i tel u.. hehe..

Ermm.. wat else 1 2 say? Oh yeah, 2mr wil b ping's bday!!! haha.. so funny yesterday went 2 kbmal wif lian... wat v did har lian??? haha.. hopefuly ping wil like our present le hor... bt i myself dun realy like lar.. a bit sucks... haha.. especially d frame... like in primary scl v vr heng present 2 our frds 1... once i paid i already felt vr regret.. haha.. bt hor... i quite satisfied wif our card la... although it's nt really nice... n can b considered as a bit ... cacat??? i mean d ppl... haha... bt gt that heart is the most invaluable present rite?? ping sure wil b vr touch!!! sure!!! haha..